Carlos POV
Someone came up behind me pushing me to the floor guess who it was Ben and Chad they had Smirks on there pass Chad held me down and Ben punched me I struggled to get out of Chads grip causing more pain up my wrists from the cuts I felt a fist collude with my Face and blood come out my Nose I started coughing up blood they kicked me about a bit before leaving me in a huddle on the floor bleeding I slowly got up and looked in the mirror to see my nose and lip bleeding and I took my shirt off I was covered in bruises I cried pulling the small blade out my pocket placing the cold metal to my Skin one cut turned to five then seven then ten I stopped and looked at myself I'm broken no one loves me I sighed I should end it here no one would even notice I was gone I started crying putting my shirt back on running back to my Dorm when I bummed into someone
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Jane "hey 'Los you okay" she asked tilting her head slightly I nodded and ran off I got to my dorm and sat at the desk and started writing
Dear Vks and Aks
I've been trying to hold on for so long and I guess this is it by Tomorrow I'll be gone I'll be dead and if you get this note u are one of the reasons why....remember why would a dead boy lie.
[P.s I love u Jay I always will]
-CarlosAnd has the letter said by Tomorrow he will be dead...
13 reasons why much it won't be like that lol I was in pain writing this but I was depressed so I did...I'm fine...
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Just a Cut//Jaylos
FanfictionCarlos is Depressed no one can see the pain... Carlos is Gay no one can see it.. Carlos loves Jay he will never love him back... Carlos gets Bullied no one cares... He tries to hold on... but they arrived two minute to late... and now he's gone... "...