Collin's Crew V: The Next Generation

Chapter 36

Mia's POV

Kai leaves the room and I watch him close the door. I look at Zain finally who stood infront of me chewing the inside of his cheek.

"I'm sorry Mia." He says and I just cock my head. I felt so upset when I woke up. I was scared. I was so scared that I was about to die. I woke up worried ahout what happened to Zain after I been shot and he was no where to be found. He was at home sleeping?

I needed him here. I was calling out his name but my voice wasnt even a whisper. I just wanted to hold him and have him with me and tell me it was ok...

"I am so tired. I am going to sleep." I tell him. In time where I needed him, he left me.. I felt like I could cry and scream but Infelt so sad and broken and upset and angry inside.

"Mia... I thought you were dead. I did not wanna wait around for you to die." He says staring at me.

"Youre such a selfish bastard. If it wasn't for your stupid impulsiveness I wouldnt even have gotten shot than you ditch me here! I nearly died because of you!" I say screaming out as the tears start rolling down.

"And you did not wanna even come and be here with me. You don't even care."

"Its not like that. Mia. You can't tell me I do not care!" He says frowning.

"You fucking don't because all you care about is yourself. You and your fucking issues fighting that guy for fucking what!" I was screaming and it was starting to hurt me and my stomach.

"While I was dying what were you doing? Drinking? I can see the hangover."

"Youre not fucking listening. I thought you were dead Mia. Your eyes were rolling back. You were on my lap bleeding out. I thought that was it. I had to go and find those. Those that were responsible."

"That was all more important than me!" I say angrily wiping my tears.

"I cant be the boyfriend you want me to be..." He says. The door opens and my dad walks in followed by Desi and Kai.

I pick up my phone to throw it at Zain feeling like now he wanted to just out it back on me. "You're such a fucking asshole I hate you. I hate you. I don't ever wanna see you again." I cry out but my dad takes my phone before I could throw it and Kai takes Zain out of the room.

My dad just hugs me as I sob into his chest.

2 weeks later.

"Could you just slowly get out." My dad says as he opens the car door for me and I get out as he holds my hand.

"Relax dad." I chuckle. "I am fine."

"So? You dont wanna ruin it and then become completely back to square 1." He says frowning as I walk into the house.

"Surprise!" I hear and I nearly fall back into my dad seeing my family in the living room.

"Oh my God." I say looking at my dad who chuckled. There was a banner saying welcome home Mia. This was all so Desi.

"Welcome back!" Ayla says hugging me first. "Oh my God- if I knew it was a party I wouldve atleast put on some make up." I say and she laughs letting go as I hug Elsie.

Caleb and Kai both hug me at the same time and I chuckle at how sweet my friends were being. 

I sit down and sigh after greeting the 50 people here. My eyes were scanning the room constantly to see if Zain showed up. But he did not. After he came to see me at the hospital and we had our little crazy moment, I texted him that it was over and I never wanted to see him again. At the time I was 100% serious. I am still so sad and upset and hurt that he ditched me like that... and now adjusting to life without Zain has been easier in the hospital because that was a whole different experience. You know, it was like being somewhere rlse. Now that I am home... I am just worried I wont be able to handle the loneliness and missing him. I felt like a oart of me was missing.  Zain and I have never spent more than a few days apart since were 8.