I CHOOSE YOU |NBA YOUNGBOY|COMPLETED

SPAIN WITHOUT THE S

Ashley

I felt so bad. A nurse came into the room and whispered to the doctor. The doctor nodded.

"It looks like we have something else to tell you,"

I couldn't take more any more news. I really could not. Right now I feel so hurt it's so unexplainable. I just wanted to let out tears.

"We will need to have you back under the ultrasound scan."

I watched as the doctor exam my belly. His face became more serious than ever.

"I'm happy to let you know that one of the twins survived,"

I wasn't sure how to react. I looked up and Kentrell was smiling why was this nigga smiling. This is Von baby at least is it?

The drive home was quiet. I didn't want to hear one word from Kentrell. I honestly was very upset with him.

Publicity stunt my ass. He sure knew what he was doing and his plan worked. I was stuck I couldn't go back to Von and give him this disease. Or did I already did?

I wish I could just close my eyes and open them back up and it would all be a dream.

"I'm sorry," Kentrell said trying to lay his hand on mine.

"Saying sorry gone get rid of this shit, Kentrell," I asked pulling his hand away.

"Well, you knew I had it. Everyone knows. I mean I love you and shit but don't act surprised," he said.

"You know what. I'm done," I said

He locked all of the car doors. He pulled over into a parking lot.

"You don't think I feel bad. Fuck I have feelings too. I'm not Nba youngboy when I'm with you I'm Kentrell. So stop acting like I ain't real. I knew I gave you that shit and it gone haunt me. I hate seeing you hurt on everything. You went fucking around with a new nigga because of something that wasn't my fault. How you think I feel knowing you were fucking on a nigga and shit.  Especially with a nigga I don't fuck with. He already fucked one my baby mommas. You lucky I can't get over you cause I woulda been dog ya ass. Now shut the fuck up and accept the consequences. You wanna act grown be grown and accept it," he said.

"You selfish as a bitch. You know I'm only 17. How the fuck I'm supposed to deal with this shit," I asked getting ready to cry.

"I went through almost the same thing at 17. Live through it. I ain't selfish. I'm 20. That nigga 26. You 17. Can't you see how you look? I get it's my fault cause I'm suppose to protect you. Should of never let that shit happened," he explained.

"It doesn't matter he treated me right. You gave me herpes. It's not about him it's about you," I cried.

"I am sorry I don't know what else to do. You can't leave me though. You all I got. That shit in our blood only us know about"

He was right. I can't leave him. I was stuck.

At least I had one baby left. I don't know what the fuck was I suppose to do. How do I tell Von? I know he was going to call me.

"Ashley, I ain't meant to get mad and say it like that. I can't leave you alone. No matter how much I tried. I love you. Ain't nothing gone come between us ever again," he explained

"Kentrell, I still love you we both made mistakes. I don't wanna talk about it," I said.

He nodded his head.

We were home and I went straight to lay down I just wanted to cry myself to sleep.

I laid down thinking about life and how I messed up. Not a shit I could to change it. Up to right now whether I like it or not Kentrell was the only one I had. I can't lose him. Who gone love a girl with a baby and herpes?