Same Love. [Larry Stylinson]

Harry's Audition

Harry's P.O.V

It all started on the X Factor.

Nothing has prepared me for this. Nothing.

Without my mother here I don't know if would have came. My mom is the world to me and for her to be here and support me means everything.  She decided that bringing my sister Gemma was a great idea. It wasn't. Ever since i decided that I wanted to do this she has made fun of me. They're nothing too mean, just things that get on my nerves quite a bit. Like she says things like 'I hope you trip going on stage' or here's one that gets me is 'That's a no from me.' Just shit like that. Pisses me off. But oh mother dearest thought I needed her support. Could she ever be more wrong.

We are all sitting back stage waiting for my name to be called. I have been here hours and I'm starting to regret it. There's so many people out there. There are soo many people going to watch it on TV. And, OH gosh, all the people on YouTube.....

I start to get up and head for the bathroom when my mother grabs my arm.

"Where are you going dear?"

"To the loo. I need to wee." Oh was that a lie. I can't to tell her I'm getting second thoughts. She would be highly disappointed in me and i can't have that.

She nods and let's go of my arm. I give her a reasurimg smile and head off.

I decide that I since I don't actually have to wee that I won't go into the bathroom. I'll just check myself out in front of the hallway mirrors. 

I stare into the mirror and look at the person staring back. If five years ago you told me I was going to try out for the X Factor I would have laughed in your face and called you gay.Ironic.

"You can do this Har-"

"What are you doing?"  I jump, scared shitless. I know that voice anywhere. Dammit.

"What do you want Germma?" I ask turning around, leaning against the wall. 

She gives me a dirty look from my nick name for her. Ha. Ha.

"Mom says hurry up. Your up any minute." She pause, thinking. "Hairy."

"Har-har, like i havnt heard that before." I give her a sarcastic thumbs up and push past her, making sure to bump her a little extra hard.

I turn the corner to find my mother sitting down at the same spot she was when i left her. She's good at staying places unlike some people. I sit next to her and lay my head on her shoulder. She starts to pet my mop of curls. I love when she does this.

"You guys make me sick." I hear gemma whisper. I open my eyes to find her stariing at me. I give her the middle finger, making sure my mother didn't see. All Gemma does is gasp and shift in her seat. I win.

"So I was wonder-"

"HARRY STYLES TO THE STAGE " the entercom announces. Shit.

We all stand up and my mother embraces me. She gets emotional.

"You can do this, get out there and do you best."  My mother says, kissing my cheek.

Gemma comes up to me and puts her hands on my shoulders. " I know you can do this. I may pick on you, and we don't get along  but you're amazing. Remember that." She hugs me . I pull back and give her a smile.

That's when my adrenaline kicked in, I have been waiting for this moment for a while now and I'm not going to let my anxiety get the best of me. I ran on to that stage as if I had the worlds wait on my shoulders.

I auditioned.

I made it.

I can't believe I made it. .