*self harm trigger warning*
There is something that oddly satisfies me about turning my mental pain into pain that I can see. something that breaks away from people not being able to believe my pain. It is almost as though people only want to notice pain that I go thru physically. its easier for people to notice a scrap on my arm, but not my fake smile that holds back tears.
I dont know how to describe how this makes me feel. sometimes happy. other times calm, sometimes sad.
but one thing i know is this, the pain is physical, therefore it is real.

YOU ARE READING
broken girl
Poetrythese are my thoughts just based off of what I've been thru. *trigger warning* even if it's bad, it is just a way to release emotions, please be nice