I keep this diary for a reason
To let out all my feelings
Yes I am a suicidal person and that's why I call it my suicide diary
I'm just a teenager with scars on his wrist I'm nothing special
I go to high school of course and I'm sixteen
I hardly pay attention in class so I fail
My mum kicked me out because I'm gay
Pretty simple really she doesn't like it so she kicked me out
I'm living with my best friend Calum he's the only one who knows about my suicide diary
He tried to take it away from me but that didn't work so he just gave up
I think he's giving up on me too because he doesn't talk to me like he used to he's interested in his crush all the time
Which I don't mind because I like to be alone
I got out of bed and got ready for hell I pulled on a sweater skinny jeans and a beanie because I'm a lazy ass
I slowly walked toward the bathroom to brush my teeth
Calum's not home he drove I have to take the bus because I woke up late
Great
I pulled on my bookbag and plugged in my earphones
I walked outside and waited for the bus
After about two minutes it came I sat in seat six
Also known as my seat
No one dares to sit here
Is it my lip ring?
I don't know and I don't care
I pulled out my diary
I got a few snickers and few 'he's sooooo gay no wonder why his mum kicked him out'
Yes everybody knows I'm at the bottom of the food chain so I'm easier to pick on
I flipped them off and got to writing
Dear diary,
I'm sitting on this smelly bus because I woke up to late for Calum to drop me off I think he's annoyed of me but don't worry I'm annoyed of me too two guys made fun of me for having you but I don't care your my escape my safe haven
So I used a simple solution
Flipping them off
I best be going I'm at school but here's the question I ask everyday
Who would miss me if I go?
~lukey
I closed my diary and stuffed it in my bookbag I hopped more like got pushed off the bus and headed to my locker
I ran more like got slammed into a few lockers on my way but that's normal it's like a routine
A routine I'm way to used to
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Soooo
I like it I think it's good for a first chapter
So yeah like I said slow updates
But spoiler calum's crush is Michael ;)
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Suicide diary
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