Arranged marriage

Midnight thoughts

-we took our clothes off and got in the bath. We laid back and I laid my head on his chest-
Ale:today was fun
Me:it was wasn't it
-I started kissing on his chest-
Ale:we not doing this again
Me:do what
Ale:I'm tired and not in the mode
-we bathed up and got out-
Me:please
Ale:baby I'm not in the mood
Me:your dick says otherwise
Ale:because I'm always hard when I see you naked but still
Me:why not
Ale:I'm not in the mood
-I started putting my hair up in a ponytail-
Me:bet I can change that
-I saw this slight smirk-
Ale:you gon have bruised knees today
-I chuckled got in my knees and started sucking. I heard him groan so I went deeper using my tongue. I went at a extremely fast pace and he bit his lip-
Ale:I can't wait come on
-I got up and he picked me up-
Me:do whatever you want to me
Ale:thank you
-he laid me down pinned my arms above my head and kissed me. I kissed back and it got really sloppy real quick. He started leaving wet hickeys up and down my body. He came to my ear-
Ale:(whispers)be honest what do you want cause you don't just want good sex
Me:I'll tell you after please
Ale:nah tell me or I'm not
-we both got up but I kept quiet. We just put on our clothes and laid down. He fell asleep but I was up thinking. Soon midnight hit and I had to get those thoughts off my mind. I sat up and looked at alejandro-
Me:nah he'll get mad
Ale:well I've been mad for the past 5 hours because you keep talking to yourself but I'm up now talk
Me:I'm sorry
-I laid next to him-
Ale:come on
Me:I don't know what to say
Ale:let's talk about you've been debating with yourself if you should tell me you want another baby
Me:I don't wanna talk about it
-I put my head down and sniffed-
Ale:come on
-we got up he picked me up and took me downstairs. I was holding on and trying not to attack his neck because his scent even tho he had no cologne on. He put me on the counter and kissed me-
Ale:it's been 5 months how about-
Me:don't ask me to wait till you or me are 20 or violets 1 I can't
Ale:you got pregnant with indi at 17 she was born when you were18 on Christmas you told me you were 3 months pregnant with violet and you gave birth at 19 now your 19 and you wanna get pregnant again that's kids back to back
Me:I know but I want another kid and my period is coming in 3 weeks and I don't want it to
Ale:you can last a couple more periods
Me:no I can't please
Ale:it's gonna take some time
Me:I get pregnant easily no it won't come on
-I pulled him upstairs and we did it. We ended up fucking the whole night which was bad because I had a song to do and he had a photoshoot. As soon as we laid down our alarms clock went off and the kids start crying. He facepalmed himself-
Ale:this was a bad idea I don't think were ready
-we got up got dressed got the kids got us all dressed did our morning routine and dropped them off with Alexis and Taylor. I realized I was being stupid we already had a hard time with two kids. Our sleep schedule is fucked we haven't fucked in a while we don't have a lot of times to ourselves and everything was just erghh-
(After work)
-Alexis and Taylor told us to take this week to ourselves and spend time together which was good. When I got inside I changed and started walking around the house looking for alejandro. I started calling his name but He didn't respond. I went upstairs and as I passed the balcony I saw him standing there looking down. I walked behind him rubbing his arms-
Me:you okay
Ale:I am now
-o ducked under him and I decided that right now wasn't the right time to try and get some sperm out of him. He pulled my waist closer and we just stared at the moon-
Ale:what we doing for Halloween
Me:I just wanna go out have family moments like pumpkin patch come home carve them decorate watch some movies bake cookies and stuff like that
-he wrapped his arms around my waist-
Ale:can we talk about this whole third baby-
Me:I know I know
-I put my head down-
Me:we're not ready
-he kissed my cheek-
Ale:life throws challenges baby
-I chuckled and I had to stretch. When I did he grabbed my boobs. We went back inside and just ran around the house playing like normal teenagers. He pulled me on the couch and we laughed-
Ale:wanna watch a scary movie
Me:a regular
Ale:scary
-we sat down on opposite sides because every time I tried to crawl to him he would move. Half way threw the movie I heard a noise upstairs-
Me:babe please tell me you heard that
Ale:heard what
-I heard it again and I ran to him-
Ale:no we gotta finish it
Me:no please I promise I heard someone up there
-he turned on the lights but I turned all of them on-
Ale:stay here
-I stayed downstairs and he went upstairs. This is the only thing I hated about living with only us. Alejandro came back down-
Ale:nothing
-he turned the movie off we went in our room. He put on cartoon heald me close just playing in my hair. I was still scared which made my eyes water. He kissed my cheek-
Ale:go to sleep princess I'm not leaving your fine
-I kissed him we both laid down and fell asleep with the light on-