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12 am

The time for silly texts and most people say goodnight

1am

The time for finishing homework you've been avoiding

2 am

The time when your demons come out for a midnight snack

3 am

The time for crying, wall staring, and longing for love

4 am

The time of night for hating yourself and your lack of sleep

5 am

The time of night for fitful sleep and scary dreams

6 am

The time for morning, fake smiles, and sleepy eyes

7 am

The time for getting ready, hating your body, and skipping breakfast

8 am

The time for school to start and the charade starts now

9 am

The time to fake happiness so your friends won't be the wiser

10 am

The time for changing in the locker room, hoping no one sees your scars

11 am

The time to try learning but not being able to concentrate, your stomach grumbles

12 pm

The time to skip lunch and use the excuse that you don't feel good

1 pm

The time for feeling lightheaded from not eating

2 pm

The time to look at the clock every so often because school ends soon

3 pm

The time to get on the bus, put music in, and forget the world

4 pm

The time to watch TV as your eyes get droopy

5 pm

The time for a nap to catch up on your lack of sleep the night before

6 pm

The time to tell your parents you feel sick so you can skip dinner

7 pm

The time to hide away in your room, hate your body, cut

8 pm

The time to shower, was your cuts, cry

9 pm

The time your demons call out again, you reach for the pills to shut up the voices

10 pm

The time to lay down, fake going to sleep

11 pm

The time to think about everything you've ever done wrong in your life, hate yourself, silently weep

12 am

The time to repeat

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