KS2 - Falling In Love With My Sister's Boyfriend ✔

Chapter 23

Gulf's POV

"Then I'll just set you free. I want you to be happy."

Fuck Mew. Wrong answer. I hate it.

"Once you leave me today, we are done, Mew. So choose if you're going to believe how much I love you or step out of this house and doubt my sincerity. I just wanna tell you that I can give you my all but I will never beg for you to stay."
I grabbed my phone and break it in front of him. "I won't let you contact me once you leave. Now decide."

Damn. What am I saying?

He was silent. He is damn thinking. Does it mean he still wants to leave despite what I said?

"You're sure about this?" He asked. What is he thinking?

Please say you're not going to leave. But is it better for us to quit this now? If he is really leaving me because of that small thing then he wouldn't be able to handle it when a bigger problem occurs. I love Mew and no matter what happened today I'll make Joss suffer for causing a misunderstanding between us.

I can't answer. If I say I am not, I'll look pathetic and if I say yes I am sure, he will leave me for sure. I won't able to handle it.

He is facing the door. My heart is beating crazily now.

Let me forget my pride for now. This guy right here is worth it.

I hugged him from behind. I wrapped my arms on him tightly.

" Stay, please." I decided to be the pathetic one.
"I didn't do anything to you but you're breaking up with me that easy." I am teary already but I am holding it in.

"I am not breaking up with you. Can I just think first? Do you know how I feel about knowing that he is still saved on your phone and the worst is... Shit." He wasn't able to complete it.
"You call Becca love, you call your ex-boyfriend love too. I don't think I am that special to you."

"What else do you want me to do?"
I am still hugging him afraid that if I let go he'll immediately leave this room.

I hate myself for acting like this. I look stupid. But I'm truly scared about the fact that he can leave me anytime. If he breaks up with me today, I am sure I am not going to chase him. That's why I am trying to hold him now before he decides to let go of me.

"You should know what to do. Place yourself in my position. Then tell me all you want now. Knowing you, for sure you'll have lots of demand. Did you see how worried you are with him earlier when Gab hit him? It is obvious that you still care about him. I tried understanding you. But this? Oh, come on."
This is the first I saw him mad at me like this. He removed my hands from him. "Now, tell me I am wrong."

"You are really wrong. It's what I told earlier, I don't want any hassle for my brother. Your names on the phone, I am lazy. I just forgot about updating yours. I didn't bother deleting his number because I know he is already not using it. And about his text earlier, you know I would just ignore it. He is nobody to me now."
I pulled him so he can look at me.

"Please believe me. I hate explaining myself. I won't talk to him anymore. I'll also leave our GC."

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yes, love."

"Don't call me love."

I was confused. He doesn't want me to call him love anymore.

"Okay."

"Calling me love is reminding me of Joss."

"Do you still love me?"