Dark Murder | Seo Changbin x Reader {Hiatus/discontinued?}

chapter eleven

I followed Detective Bang into the investigation room.

"WHO DID THIS TO MY SON!" the middle aged woman screamed at Chris, causing him to slightly flinch.

"Mrs.Song, I'm sorry to inform you, but we don't exactly know who murdered your son. We have two prime suspects but nothing confirmed." He spoke in one breath, as if he needed to hold it.

"BULLSHIT! You have to have some kind of confirmation. You stupid police sit here everyday, there has to be a lead!"

"I'm sorry Mrs.Song," I started, "We've been trying for months to track down at least one killer. It's not easy. They tie every single loose end."

Mrs.Song rested her head on the table before taking Chris's hands.

"Please... P-Please do anything to find my son's murderer.." She started to sob, "Please Detective Bang"

"I will try my hardest Mrs.Song. There are so many I need to avenge. I will try my hardest."

And so the meeting was over.

Hwang Hyunjin.

Someone with no criminal record, someone it seems I shouldn't be paranoid of at all.

Maybe he really is into Jeongin. Maybe he IS a good person, although something in the back of my throat says otherwise.

Before heading home, I went to the store to pick up some ingredients for food.

It started to rain, as my clothes began to stick to my skin. I ran home and noticed Changbin sitting by the fire, trying to warm up.

"Baby! Oh I'm so sorry! You must me freezing!" I dropped everything and brought him many blankets.

He giggled at me, "I'm fine, Just afraid you weren't coming back.."

"Not.. coming back..?"

"You took so long, I didn't know if you got hit by a car or something. I'd be down here forever, alone."

"You know I can't risk telling anyone.."

"I know.. So I just hope everyday you come back home."

"I bought you some movies and books to pass boredom, and a keyboard! You can play me something sometime!"

"I'd love to!"

I started to cook food for the both of us, as he just watched peacefully. I turned on the radio beside me, a song playing softly in the background.

"I've always wondered.. Why me?"

"What?"

"You have this thirst for blood. Everything makes you want to kill, yet you haven't tried once to hurt me. why?"

I stayed silent for a few seconds, "My parents we're killed in front of me. I had no one to turn to. This thirst came after their death. Revenge maybe? I don't know... I even fantasize about killing you. It's hard resisting the urges."

"Then why not just kill me?" he questioned.

"Because I'm in love with you. Because one day I turned on the same boring old radio and you were rapping through it, helping me get through even the worst of days. Because you, to me, are the world and everything in it. You are the sun, while I'm the moon, and I felt you once on an eclipse. Now that feeling I wish for everyday."

I hadn't noticed how close he had gotten. How his arms surrounded me so nicely. How somehow even now, he made me feel like the sweetest person, even if I keep him locked in a basement.

"I never want you to feel alone, ever again." He kissed my forehead, "I want to keep you company, forever."

"I love you so much, Seo Changbin. I know you wont say it back, I know you can never love me, but I will always let you know how much i love-"

"I love you, Y/n L/n"

And with that, she bursts into tears, Sobbing into his chest so quickly he didn't know how to react.

"Y-You.... Y-You don't mean that.. I'm a criminal. A cold blooded killer. I killed so many innocent people, you can't love someone like me."

"Yet here I am, After days and days by your side, looking at a person I love so dearly. A broken girl, who needed a guide."

She can't react anymore. Her sobs getting worse as he holds her in his arms, trying to help. Trying to comfort her the same ways he has been, the same ways he's felt comfortable in her presence since the beginning.

Maybe he isn't just faking it anymore. His heart screams for the girl while his mind tells him she's a lost cause.

But when he sees her like this, she looks fragile, something he could protect even if he knows she can handle herself.

And he loves this side of her. He loves the way she clings closer to him, the way she looks up at him with the most adorable pout and puppy eyes, making him want to kiss her so badly.

So thats what he did.

He placed his lips upon hers, and felt her start to calm down. Their lips moved together so perfectly, like two puzzle pieces.

And suddenly all their worries were gone.

She wasn't worrying about Hyunjin, Or her job, or Detective Bang. She was completely content, an emotion she hadn't felt in a long time.

He felt happy as he took in her lips and scent. He wasn't thinking about leaving, his mind was tracing the future.

Maybe the life she wanted with him wasn't as bad as he thought. Maybe he'd enjoy it just as much.

Maybe.. Just maybe.. He fell hard for the girl who kidnapped him.