The Boy with Green Eyes

Gabe

I biked home in my blue cruiser. Indiana is so nice. Everybody is nice and actually knows how to drive. Not like Tennessee at all. I park my bike on the grass and run inside. "How was school honey." Dad said while cooking my favorite meal spaghetti and meatballs. "Okay, I guess." I say. I don't tell him everything like the coffee mess and Mason. I walk up to my room and change my clothes to sweats and a t-shirt of New York Yankees. I pull out my laptop. My notifications tell me that Connor Franta just posted a video. He is on of my FAVORITESSSS!! I click on it and I see him and his siblings. My eyes water. My vision turns black and I remember my little brother Gabe. He was so adorable. Maybe not innocent but he loved me. It was all my fault. I was the reason he died. If I got the gun faster from the attic and didn't get shot. He should have came with me. Why did I leave him alone. I cry till my dad says dinner is ready. I close my laptop and clear up my tears. I walk down stairs and look at the clock it's only 5 and we are having dinner. "Hey do you have your school supplies list." My dad asked while serving our plates. "Yeah can we get them today?" I say while getting the napkins and utensils. "Sure" he says.

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11:05 pm. I lay on my bed. I think about Mason the way his smile is not level. Or when he is strong enough to carry you. His eyes green as the forest. Where I used to go to solve my problems and shoot arrows with my bow. Sing with my acoustic guitar. The way he looked at me like they do in the movies...sometimes it's hard when you fall for a guy but sometimes it's harder when you don't. Ugh, he's so handsome.

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Hey guys so I put a Connor Franta video of him and his siblings since Summer loves Connor Franta and its him and his siblings. Go watch it.

kaitlyn ❤️