Hurricane (Oh Sangwoo Ambw)

Chapter Five

Marie's Pov
How much time had past? From being in my own hell, to blissfully being in my own paradise and hell. I thought being here with Sangwoo would totally make me go crazy, but maybe along somewhere I was crazy as well.

I should have seen Sangwoo as this murder that was the logical and normal though process for a mentally disturbed person, who was sarcastic.

But I watched him, I observed his actions how some times he would mumble under his breath, be talking to himself all inside his room. How he didn't want me knowing he was crying some times in the bathroom screaming at his head to be quiet.

I wasn't fearful of him, I was worried for him. Tonight was no different, he has gotten up from cuddling me. And I was a light sleeper so I heard his footsteps getting up walking across the hardwood floor, the clicking and flicking of the light going on before the door was closing.

I stared at my charm bracelet on my wrist. He made me stop the wanting of death... Its the least I could do was help him too. I stood up in nothing but a tank top and some sleep shorts before I made my way near the bathroom hearing his muffled cries.

I squeezed my eyes deeply and let my hand rest on the door knob before I opened the door stepping inside. My eyes soften seeing he was crying his head dipped down laying in the tub. He didn't even move when I climbed into the empty tub with him and moved him so he was laying in between my legs and I held him while he cried.

"What are you doing Marie... Why aren't you sleep." He grumbled out but he didn't move from my hold.

"I'm a light sleeper, you should know from experience of knocking me out." I chuckled quietly hearing him chuckle a little through deep crying.

"I don't know what's wrong with me... My mind feels like it's collapsing.. Like I have no control. " I hummed quite focused bringing him closer to me squeezing his form towards me a bit more.

"You have more control then you wanna give yourself Sangwoo, you just have to let your thoughts free." I muttered hearing him inhale a bit roughly, his eyes were watching the tile wall of the bathroom closely, the dried tear streams on his cheeks.

I then moved one of my hands to pull all his hair away from his face before I started playing with it.

"Tell me what I can do to make it better Sangwoo... I owe you a lot... You've helped me find some things to live for and it's the least I can do for you, will a date make it better? I could take you to one of my favorite places." I offered hearing him sniffle, his arms then secured to hold my own in place greatly.

"Yeah I'd like that... I'm too exhausted for anything else anymore.. Funny huh? I sort of feel nothing."

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The very next morning I was awake before Sangwoo, and made him wake up. It was a little pay back for him always waking me up like a loud bull horn. I made him get dressed and eat up before I asked him to let me drive.

We argued about that for around twenty minutes before he gave in, I drove him quite far, but it was the few places out far from the city. Lots of cliffs and waterfalls, rivers and lakes.

I didn't wanna bring him to the mountain, since I'm sure that's just bad memories.

"Wow beautiful Marie, why the hell did you bring me all the way out here? We've been walking forever." Sangwoo grumbled his hands shoved inside his pockets looking around but I could tell he was interested.

I stopped on top of one of the cliffs, where you could hear the loud crashing waters of the water fall, and down bellow it was the longest fall, with sharp edge rocks bellow.

"Come here." I gestured holding my hand out. Sangwoo looked very hesitant.

"I swear Marie if you jump, I'm gonna beat your ass." He muttered at me but he made his way towards me holding my hand back, I brought him close to the edge before I gestured my hand out.

"Scream, let everything you ever felt out, no one can hear you, no one can judge you if you cry and let your streams out, I haven't done it in a while but it helps." He stared at me for such a quick minute before he started chuckling.

"No Marie this is stupid, why not try something else?" He suggested but I just gave him a look.

"Try it Sangwoo." I whispered slowly sitting on the edge he sighed roughly, but I watched him then take a deep breath before he did that exactly thing. He screamed loudly, and once he let one scream out, it released a big chain wave of all his emotions.

He cried and screamed and begged and I watched him slowly break down sitting down next to me shutting his eyes deeply.

"I... What the hell was that." He whispered glancing at me a little. I stared at him softly before speaking quietly.

"It's healing Sangwoo, well the start of it all."