His Queen, Her Beast✔

69. The Real Beast

Atharva's POV

I stopped the car in front of the mansion.

"I don't know how to ask for forgiveness as I haven't asked for one in my life. And I know that it was not a mistake, it was a blunder. But still, I am sorry. I was blinded by my anger and all those messages led me to think like that. I know I am not worthy of your forgiveness but please give me last chance. Please don't give me the silent treatment. I am ready to face any punishment, beat me, or do anything I won't utter even a single word but please not this. Please! I am sorry. I am really very guilty. Please give me one chance. Everyone should get a chance to correct their mistakes"

She listened to me very carefully without glancing at me and then left the car without uttering a single word to me. I closed my eyes and banged the stirring wheel.

I followed her to the room with a glass of juice in my hand. She was not in the room and I heard the voice of running water. Maybe she is taking a shower. I put the juice on the side table.

I know that my butterfly's heart is soft and she forgives everyone very easily. She will forgive me too. But the problem is that I don't know how to apologize.

An idea popped to my mind. I take the papers and sketch and get started with my work. I was done when she came out. She moved towards the dressing table and opened the desk. I have put the chits of sorry everywhere. She took that chit looked at me and threw it rolling her eyes on me. She then went into the closet where I have stuck the chits of 'sorry'. She came out with those chits and threw them aside.

When she came out I was sitting on my knees with ears in my hand but she ignored me.

Uff...how should I ask for her forgiveness? I have never said sorry so many times in my whole life which this little girl is making me say it at once.

She passed from my side and sat on the other side of the bed. Now I am left with only one option. If it didn't work then I don't know what would melt her heart. I decided to pursue her in her way, the way she likes.

I sat beside her on the bed and started singing which was perfect for the situation and I was meaning each and every line. But with every pause in the song, she was shifting a little to maintain a distance but I am adamant too. I was too shifting with her removing any kind of space between us.

"Tu jaan hai, armaan hai,
Mere Pyar ki, Pehchan hai"
(You're my life, my desire,
You're the identity of my love)

She stopped shifting as she was at the head of the bed. She turned her head to my side. I took her chin in between my thumb and finger.

"Par thodi thodi Tu nadaan hai"
(But you are a little bit naive)

She ignored me and stood up. She is really giving me a very hard time when she knows that I am not a man with patience.

She sat on the other side of the bed and I sat on the floor putting my hands on her knees in the same way as she did when I was mad at her in Mahabaleshwar. I bow my head and put my head on her knees and continued the song.

"Tu jo kahegi mai vaisa karunga,
Teri har zid ko poora karunga"
(I will do as you say,
I will fulfill all your demands)

I looked up and she was looking at me with soft eyes. I think my plan is working.

"Chalo baba maaf karo, has bhi do,
Maine dil saaf kiya, keh bhi do"
(Please forgive me and give me a smile,
(I have cleaned my heart, come on say that now)

She looked at me for a few moments and then stood up showing me her back. Now I am getting how hard it is to ask forgiveness. I will never do something that will make her mad. She is strict than a jailer.