Don't get close to me

Untitled Part 3

My arm was sore from the cuts but that's alright it makes me actually feel something and reminds me i am human. Once i finally decided to get up i took a shower the hot water made my open flesh burn but it felt nice. After the shower i put on some dark ripped skinny jeans and a black long sleaved shirt it was warm today but I have to wear this. So i went to the gerage to get in my car and head off to school. Once i got there i saw Andrew leaning against my locker oh great i thought to myself. I arrived at my locker and asked him if he could move which he did but then asked me a qusetion.

" Why are you wearing a long shirt?" Andrew asked.

" Am i not aloud to wear one or something?" Was my snappy come back

" I was just wondering because it's like a hundred degree's out." 

" Ya and?"

" I think i know the real reason you are wearing that shirt" 

"You dont knoow anything about me!" i yelled then slamed my locker door shut and walked off. He just pissed me off he couldnt possibly know what i have been throgh could he?

In 5th period all eyes were on me because i never wear long shirts and never keep my distance from people so they all know something is up.

After last period i ran to my car and peeled out the drive way when i arived home my father wasnt home thank god so i ran to my room and started crying along with dieing a little inside with every tear i shed. I needed to know i could feel something other than sadness again so I took the blade on my wrist and blacked out.

                                                                Maria's POV

I was really worried about Melina she wouldn't answer her phone and she is keeping her distance from me. So i am heading to her house and when i got there her door was unlocked so i walked in i couldnt find her anywere on the first floor so i went to her room and what i saw was shocking.........