Chapter 9 " Feelings"

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Y/n POV

  As it was a Sunday, we had no work. Today morning Rose pulled me to the kitchen, and told that after breakfast we will start baking. " So what are we gonna bake? " I asked. " Vanilla cake, chocolate cookies, strawberry mousse, chocolates and... that's it " Rose told. " Can we reduce the list? " I asked them. " Nope, we will make everything " Jisoo told. " Fine... " with that I started. It was going pretty well. All were happily baking, and I smiled at them thinking that this is my family. After my parents, they were the only one who brought back happiness in my life. I lost my parents in a car accident when I was 5 years old. It was then the beginning of hell. I was put into a nunnery and there the nuns treated me like trash. They would hurt me in all ways possible. They would beat me with a rod whenever I denied doing something. As I was thinking all this I didn't notice Jennie calling me. She then came and touched my shoulder. " Hey, what happened? " She asked in a worried tone. " Nothing, I was just thinking something " I told. Then I got up and continued baking.

Time skip to afternoon

  Finally. We did everything! " I don't need to walk anymore today " Rose told exhaustingly. " Not even to the washroom " I raised a brow. " Y/n!!! " Rose told while running behind me when I was trying to escape. Just then Rose caught her finger. I thought it was hurt so I went to her. " Got you! " Rose told and started hitting. I was laughing and told " Okay! Okay! Enough ". We all had whatever we made and I went to watch TV. " Y/n here " Rose told while handing me a box of cookies. I frowned " For what? " I asked. " You are supposed to give it to Jungkook today right " She told. Shit, I don't wanna give. " H-huh? Ouch, my leg hurts. Rose you only go and give him, I don't think so I can walk " I lied. She just pulled me up and dragged me towards the door and handed me the box. " Bye bye, even if you don't come no problem. " She told and closed the door. I have no other option. I slowly started to walk towards his house.

Time skip

  I finally reached his house and I knocked on the door. " Whoever it is, get lost " Jungkook told from inside. " Thank you " I told happily and I was going but then someone pulled my hand and dragged me in.

Jungkook POV

  I was busy taking drugs and when I just put my head down, I heard a knock on the door. " Whoever it is, get lost " I angrily told. " Thank you " I heard a sweet voice from there but then it was Y/n's voice. I went immediately to the door and pulled her in. I closed the door and pushed her on it.

Y/n POV

  He made my back hit the door and trapped me between his hands. " Ouch, it hurts! " I told in a frustrated tone. But he kept smirking. " What do you want now? " He asked. " I-i came to give you cookies for saving me" I told and handed him the cookies and was about to leave but then he pulled me back. I made an angry face and was about to speak but then, " You look very beautiful when you are angry " He told and cupped my cheeks. Why do I get flattered so easily? What is he doing to me? But then he told something which I didn't expect. " Feed me only then I'll eat " . " Are you a kid? Eat them yourself and by the way you are fine now " I told crossing my arms. " Take them back then, I don't want to eat it " He told and went away. I then realised he wasn't wearing a shirt. I just turned around in embarrassment. He then looked at me and frowned. " What happened? " He asked. " P-pls wear a s-shirt " I stuttered. I was standing waiting for him to change but then I felt 2 arms around my waist. " Shushhh" He shushed me before I could tell anything. He placed his chin on my shoulder and sighed. " Please feed me " He told. " F-fine" I told while turning to him slowly and he went walking towards his bed so both of us sat down. " Here " I was about to feed but he asked me something. " Did you bake? ". I thought of telling Jennie's name even though I baked it. " Jennie did " I told. " Then I don't want to eat" He told and got up to do something on the table. " I only did" I told. He then looked at me then sat next to me and opened his mouth. I fed him one cookie and smiled at the way he was eating. " What job do you do? " I asked as I wanted to know more about him. " I work in an insurance company " He told looking at me. I nodded at his statement. He kept looking at me and asked me something. " Can I talk straight? " . " Ya sure " I told smiling. He then took the cookie from my hand and put in the box and kept it on the table. I frowned. But then he hovered above me and started talking. " I don't know why but whenever you are close to me, my heart beats very fast. I feel too attracted towards you, the way you took care of me made me remember my mother. I never had anyone who liked me in any way but then you are different from the others. " He told and stopped. " Do you love me? " I asked as my heart was beating too fast now. " Maybe " He replied immediately. He then put his head on my lap and laid down. He put my hands on his head. I carressed his head slowly. " Even I f-feel the same, my heart beats fast too " I told with a blush on my face. " So do you love me? " He asked looking at me. " I don't know " I told. " I want you to be with me, everytime. Can you do that? " He asked. " I have my job and I can't leave the girls " I told in a sad tone. " You can go to your job when you are here itself. " He told while intertwining his hand with my left hand. " I am really confused, I guess I need some time to think " I told. He just hummed and then sat down next to me." It's late. I'll leave now " I told but before I leave he pulled my hand and asked me something which made my heart beat in such a way that it would come out of my chest any time. " At least a peck? " He asked. " No way, I am not doing that " I told angrily. But then he was not letting me go. I tried pulling my hand but he is too strong. I had no other choice. I slowly caught his cheek and pecked it fast and ran away from there.

Jungkook POV

  She pecked on my cheek and ran away from there. I chuckled at her cute behaviour. She is more addictive than drugs. Damn! I want her all for myself. I then remembered I had to give another drug packet to a customer.

Y/n POV

   I was smiling all the way home. As soon as I reached home I ran to my room. I went and caught Bugsy in my arms and spinned him around. I was laughing a lot. I was very happy. I think I have feelings for him.

Rose POV

  I saw Y/n running towards her room while smiling. What happened to her? I peeped inside her room and saw her spinning Bugsy. She was laughing and was very happy. After a long time I am seeing her laugh on her own. Maybe it's because of Jungkook. I smiled and left her alone.

Y/n POV

  We had dinner and went to my room. I saw Jungkook's jacket so I thought of giving it to him and would tell him about my feelings. I was very nervous so I went out , on my way to his house. I turned to the next street and I saw something. After realising what it is broke my heart...

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