HeartBreak

Why Would You Do This To Me?

Oh my gosh, why would he do this to me? He already knows how insecure I am about myself. What would make him want to cheat on me? What did I do wrong? I run up to my room plopping onto my bed crying, and thinking about all we had together.

I feel my phone buzz. I reach into my pocket pulling out my phone. I had a new text message from Ryan. I take a deep breath and read the message.

"Sorry I cheated on you, but you should have wanted to fuck."

I stare at my phone trying to understand why he was like this. I mean Ryan was nice, flirty and especially hot. But he was kind of demanding and he always wanted sex. He would get mad at me when I would say no to him about sex. I just wasn't ready to loose my virginity.

My phone starts to ring. It was my best friend Jasmine. I clear my throat and answer the phone.

"Hello?" I say.

"Hey Donovan!" Jasmine says.

"Hey." I reply.

Jasmine must have known something was up. "Are you okay?" She says concerned.

"Ryan cheated on me." I say trying not to tear up.

"Oh my gosh! Why?" Jasmine asks, sounding a little mad.

"Well he texted me saying I should have wanted to fuck." I reply, realizing actually how ridiculous he was for texting me that.

"Seriously? That dude always wants sex. God he sickens me." She says furiously.

I sigh looking down at my feet. "Yea, it's my own fault though. I should have seen it coming."

"No, you shouldn't have to worry about your boyfriend cheating on you." She says clearing mad.

"Yea, you're right." I say taking a deep breath thinking over all of this.

"You gonna be okay?" She asks.

"Yea, I'll be fine." Clearly knowing that I won't be. "Well I have to go Jazz, talk to you later."

"Okay hun, bye. Love you." She says before we hang up.

I plug my phone into the charger and just decide to go to sleep.

So yea, that was the first chapter. I hope U guys liked it. More chapters are coming soon. Thanks for reading! :)