10. Broken - Alla POV

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"Here, get in the bath you filthy dog!" He screamed at me. I was nude into the tub, my skin grew red as he scrubbed me away cruelly. He finally stopped and stood up wiping his hands off. He grinned evilly and threw me a towel.

"Get dressed we are leaving in an hour." He say before leaving out of the bathroom. I quickly get dressed and went out into my room. I picked up the blackened flower, the petals kept falling off of it. I knew his heart never mended after witnessing last night and today.

"I'm going to go get some things, I'll be back, and when I get back I expect you to be dressed and ready." He leaves out and closes the door. I turn to the broken flower. "Jone he's gone, I need to talk to you. Meet me at my house." I whispered to it. In no time flat Jone was at my door, His face was dark, it looked as if he wanted to murder someone. He came towards me, his face was stone like, his expression none changing.

"Jone I get it if you are angry at me, I get it if you don't want to see me again, that's better than seeing you hurt." I say stepping closer to him.

"Don't speak of that none sense Alla." He say in a raspy tone.

"I am serious Jone, I don't like seeing you hurt or torn into pieces because of me and my issues."

He gloom down at me, his blue eyes turning dark.

"Alla, I'm not going any where." He whisper to me.

"You must not stick around....."

"I love you Alla! Don't you get that?" He blurted out cutting me off. "I love you to the depth of my heart and soul. I will forever love you, cause forever is the only time we have together."

I was taken aback to his soft words, but this can not continue between us....what ever is going on between us.

"This can not continue Jone, I am married, and I cant continue this...."

"You're unrightfully married to the alphas son, you were wrongfully afflicted last night by the alphas son, and you are being brutally tortured by the alphas son. Don't you get that I am trying to help you get through this? That is what love...."

"Don't you dare say that is what love is....you know nothing of love Jone, I don't even think this is love that's between us, I just think that was hormones passing through our brains...."

"Don't say that Alla." He began. Anger and bereavement clearly shown on his face. "Please don't say that...."

"Don't say what Jone? That I don't love you, that this...what ever the fuck this is.....is not right? Look at you Jone you're a vampire and I am a werewolf, we are two different species, we don't belong together." I say, not meaning any of those words.

"Opposites attract.... " he say tears in his voice.

"Don't say that Jone, opposites attract yes, but this what is going on here will have to stop."

"Why, why all this time we have known eachother, you tell me this now? Is it because you had your virginity stolen away from you, is it because your "loving husband" treats you lower than trash? Or is it because of me, because I am a vampire?" He asked me. He loomed over me now, not allowing any space between us. I couldn't even look up at him.

"Just go Jone, I am leaving with him in an hour." I say.

"I love you Alla......"

"Don't say that please, you're making this harder than what it has to be." I say tears streaming out of my eyes.

"I know you love me Alla, I can feel it, I can smell it, I can taste it, youre just pushing me away because you're afraid of what's going to happen to you." He say like he was reading my mind. He just said the very think I am feeling. I put my hand on his chest, and he grabbed it. He tilted my chin up towards him.

"I love you Alla." He say, has words entered into my ears. I felt his want, and I felt that he actually meant it.

"If you love me so much Jone ....I want you to prove it." I say without thinking.

"What much is proof when, I already gave you proof." He say to me in my ear.

I glared at his lips, they were red and full of love and life. I wanted those perfect lips, I wanted to feel them on mine. I bit my lip as his lips came towards me closer and closer. I almost reached them but I quickly pulled away, our lips not meeting. I shook my head. I stepped away from him and turned around.

"Leave Jone." I say coldly. But he stayed standing there not moving a muscle.

" Jone I said leave."

But he still stood there not budging, instead he came behind me and pulled me into him. I tried to push him away but he held onto me, hugging me from behind tightly.

"Alla I'm not like Max, I will never hurt you like hr have done to you, I will never lay a hand on you, I will never bruise you. I will only simply love you." He say into my ear.

"Please leave Jone." I still say to him but he didn't move. I closed my eyes and realized what I had to do, and I will never forgive myself for doing it, but its the only way, the only way for him to leave me alone. The only way I can protect him from my cruel heart, the only way to protect him from death........

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