I was finally back at Hogwarts for my fifth year. But I wasn't excited because the same things happened. A group of boys and girls would tease me, attack me and laugh at me. Everytime I make a mistake, people would mock me for it. Some people would try to stop it and comfort me.
I never liked being cared or loved by people. People to me are just cruel and selfish human beings who are liars. I never trusted anyone. I would always push people away and isolate myself. I love being alone because I would silently cry and look at the sky.
The trip to Hogwarts was peaceful since I was sitting by myself. I always loved traveling and going to beautiful places. I was like my grandparents. They were quiet, kind, caring and loving. They would always cheer me up.
They were my favorite people in the world besides my parents. My parents were just awful to me. They would always hit me and bash me down. They never showed any empathy or love towards me.
At the feast, I was sitting at the Slytherin table and picked at my food. I wasn't really hungry since I barely have a appetite. I put my head down and closed my eyes. I thought about my grandparents.
Someone threw something at me and everyone started laughing. My teeth clenched. Don't lash out, Y/N. Don't lash out. I took a deep breath in and let it out. The feast was done and everyone was sent to their common rooms to sleep.
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I was walking through the garden. Everything was peaceful and quiet. "Y/N, come here." I looked up to see my grandma and I ran to her. She smiled and held up flowers. "That's a snowdrop, isn't it?", I asked.
My grandma nodded and gave it to me. "Listen to me, Y/N. One day, me and your grandpa are going to be gone forever. I want this flower to remind you of us whenever you miss us.", she said. I looked at the flower and smiled. I took out a small jar.
I put the flowers in the small jar and sealed it. "I will do anything to protect these flowers.", I said. My grandma hugged me and started crying. I held my grandma closer to me. "Don't cry. I hate to see or hear you cry.", I said. My grandma sniffed and nodded.
I woke up, sweating like a pig. I was breathing hard and I grabbed a jar of flowers. I smiled. I know you guys will be by my side. Always. I put it away and went back to sleep.
*THE NEXT MORNING*
I woke up and put my uniform on. I went to breakfast. I took a bite of the toast and a owl flew to me with a letter. I opened the letter. It was from my parents and I crumpled the letter. I put it in my pocket.
"What did the letter say, Y/N?", Celestial asked. I gulp down some pumpkin juice and said, "It's none of your business, Celestial." She chuckled and threw her milk at me. Everyone started laughing. I got up and ran out.
I was walking to the bathroom when Professor Snape stopped me. "Why do you look like a mess, Ms. Jones.", he asked. I didn't answer and was about to walk away when he pushed me to the wall. I glared at him.
His eyes showed anger, but slowly softened. I pushed him away and continued to walk to the bathroom. I sigh and started wiping the milk off my uniform. "Y/N, what happened to you?" I looked up to see Amelia and I continued to wipe.
"Celestial threw milk at me.", I mumbled. "Again? Bloody hell, why can't people leave you alone?", Amelia asked. I shrugged and she helped me wipe. I was about to push her away, but I resisted. "Thanks.", I said.
Amelia smiled and hugged me. "You finally let me help you.", she said. I smiled a little. The bell rang and we looked at each other. "We should get going.", I said. Amelia nodded and held my hand.
I wanted to push her hand away, but I didn't want to. Amelia looked at me and I rolled my eyes. "Can we go now?", I asked. Amelia nodded and we walked out of the bathroom.
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The Strange Student (Severus Snape x Reader)
FanfictionEveryone seems to bully and mock you. You don't seem to care since you've been mocked and abused by your parents. You don't want someone to care or love you since you're a burden to everyone. But one day, something changes.