Just Little Things (Harry Styles)

Chapter 17

Darcy P.O.V.

(4 days later)

"I really wish you could come" Harry sighed

"I know, but even you know I can't, like you said, I have to rest" I replied

"Darcy, are you sure your going to be okay?" He asked grabbing his coat. "Yes! I'll be fine, I promise I'll watch you on TV" I replied

"If anything happens-" He began

"I know, I'll call, stop fussing, I'll be fine!" I demanded.

"I'll see you in a couple of days then, bye" He said kissing my cheek.

I sighed walking into the living room and sittin down aimlessly on the floor.

Why's he so worried about me?

Beccause I'm ill that's why... Why did this have to happen to me, why did I have to lose Harry's baby. We could of finally been happy and stupid cancer had to come along and screw things up. Nothing's ever going to be right and thanks to all this, I'm going to die. Why do I always screw things up. I'm only going to hurt Harry and the boys more. It would be better if I just died. I wouldn't have to put them through all of this if I wasn't around.

I felt a tear run down my cheek but quickly wiped it away.

As I thought some more I relised it would be better if I just left, no one would get hurt. It was an awful thing to think but it's true. I let another few tears roll down my cheek before I stood up and walked into my bedroom and grabbing my suitcase. I started packing. After a while I relised I had everything and decided to pick up my phone and call my mum.

"Mum?" I asked into the phone

"What's up Darling?" She asked a sweet tone in her voice.

"I've decided to leave Harry and the boys" I sighed

"Why, what did he do?" She scrambled

"He didn't do anything, it's a long story, but it's better off if I just leave them, I'll explain later, can I come stay with you?" I asked

"Of course you can" She replied

"Do you want me to pick you up?" She asked

"No, I've called a taxi, thankyou" I said hanging up the phone and grabbing a pen to write to everyone.

Liam, Niall, Louis, Zayn and Harry

I relised there's no point in me staying around when I'm only going to hurt you, so I've gone home. I hope you understand...

Love Darcy

I let more ters fall out of my eyes as I picked up my bags and walked outside where a taxi was waiting. I climbed in and looked up at the flat before the driver set off.

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"So why did you decide to leave the boys?" Mum asked

"Well, remember when I went for my scan?" I asked. She nodded "It turned out that I'd lost the baby, and got cancer" I explained

"But the boys have been so worried and they've been trying to help me, make me laugh and just doing what they do, but in the end I'm only going to hurt them, so I left" I said holding back the tears.

"Oh Darcy, you should of stayed, what are they going to think?" Mum sighed piling me into a hug as I finally let the tears free. "Well I only left a note so hopefully they'll see that, I just hope they don't try looking for me" I replied

"But Harry will be heart broken, you're not seriously going to leave them now?" She asked

"I didn't have a choice, they're only going to be hurt more when I'm gone, I may as well of left now" I sobbed. I felt her hands stroke my hair "Well, if you really think that you're doing the right thing, I believe in you"

Harry P.O.V.

(2 days later)

"We're back!" Louis shouted as we all stepped in the flat. "Darcy?" I asked stepping into the living room.

I looked at the bit of paper on the coffee table. "What's this?" I mumble to myself in a puzzled voice.

I read the note

Liam, Niall, Louis, Zayn and Harry

I relised there's no point in staying around when I'm only going to hurt you,

so I've gone home. I hope you understand...

Love Darcy

"No!" I shouted

"Haz? What's wrong?" Niall asked

"She's gone" I cried still looking at the piece of paper.

I let tears fall from my eyes "Harry, why are you getting so worked up? We just go to Holmes Chaple and bring her back" Liam said

"No idiot, her mum dosen't live there anymore, they moved out when her dad died" I snapped

"Well where does she live?" Louis asked stepping in the room.

"I don't know, she never told me!" I cried

"Haz, calm down, we'll find her" Louis said sitting down next to me and wrapping his arm around me. I let more tears fall from my eyes as I rested my head in the crook of Louis' neck. Why did she have to do this? Why did this have to happen to her? To Darcy? If only I was here I could of stopped her. I swear if I could take it back I would do it in a heartbeat. She just had to get damn cancer and leave! Why?! She dosen't deserve this. We could of finally all been happy with that baby around but everything had to go wrong. If only I wasn't Harry Styles, if only I was a normal person, things would be different. If I hadn't auditioned I wouldn't be the worlds most wanted boy and I could've stayed home and took care of her. But no, I had to walk down that red carpet in Germany. My life's a complete mess.

I could tell everyone was upset and close to tears. Apart from Liam "arn't you forgetting something?" He said

I shrugged "What?" I asked

"Calling her, she must of taken her phone" He replied with a bit of a 'duh' tone in his voice. Before I could Niall grabbed the phone and dialled Darcy'a number. I sat impatiently waiting for Niall to start talking but after five minuets he pulled the phone away from his ear. "No answer" He sighed.

I stood up quickly and started to make my way out of the flat. "Harry where are you going?" Louis asked

"I give up, we're never going to find her!" I snapped before walking out the door and slamming it shut.

Why?! Why Darcy? She's never done anything wrong in her life. She's always helped out, she helped me and the boys and the one time we find a way to help her everything goes wrong. Why can't my life be normal like other people's?

I finally reached the lobby of the apartments and walked out. I walked across the road carelessly and walked to the park where I took Darcy the first time when we came on our trip to London in seniors. I sat down at the swing set relising it had just started raining and the whole park was empty. I didn't really care I was getting wet. I didn't care about anything right now, I just wanted Darcy. I started to cry again. Now I know what it'a like to have my heart broken. All those times that guys broke Darcy's heart I now know what it'a like. But I know she still loves me. She's only trying to protect me from getting Hirt more. I knew she'd leave, just not so soon, not now anyway. Especilly when we found a way to help her get better. I must of been sat a while crying because the next thing I knew, Louis was on the swing next to me. "Come back Haz" He begged

"We will find her, I promise, sure it'll take a while, but we'll find her" He added

I opened my mouth to say something, but no words came out. Instead Louis pulled me into a hug and the side off my head rested on his broad shoulder. He started to rub my back "Come on Haz, let's get you home" He sighed taking my hand and pulling me along with him.