"So, you've made up?"
"I guess."
Jinhwan frowns, "You're making my brain go haywire. Are you or are you not fucking each other?"
It's complicated.
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It is complicated because they're not really fucking anymore. But they're also not ignoring each other.
The kiss a lot. Daily. Whenever they can. Jiwon starts kissing him in front of Jinhwan and his vampire roommate slash boyfriend – "he's not my boyfriend! we're actual fuckbuddies," – which throws Hanbin off for a few days.
They had been watching a group of guys play a friendly, competitive game of soccer when Jiwon came skipping over.
"He's killing me, Binnie. He wants all of us dead."
"Report him." Jinhwan said.
Hanbin rolled his eyes, "Just a few more weeks and summer will be here." He had smiled toothily at Jiwon, really liking the shine of his eyes.
They widened when Jiwon leaned forward to press a chaste kiss on his unmoving, frozen lips.
("So, you're making progress?")
It is complicated because they touch all the time. All. The. Time.
Jiwon holds his hands all throughout stats class, ignoring the looks people give them and Hanbin pretending his ears aren't burning red. One of his music classmates comes up to pat Hanbin on the shoulder to congratulate him.
"I'm glad you finally got Jiwon, Hanbin-ah. It was about time."
"Uh – wait, no."
The girl at the front desk of the library hands Hanbin the book he was checking out, smiling at their linked hands, and says, "You are your boyfriend are so adorable."
"Thanks," he says before he realizes what she said. "Wait – no, ha! He's not my–" Before Jiwon is dragging him away to grab a quick lunch, leaving Hanbin sputtering in embarrassment.
That doesn't even count the amount of times they share a bed.
("You share a bed platonically?" Jinhwan slaps him over the head. "What more do you want!")
They sleep together, no touching – well, sometimes. Because Jiwon is still very enthusiastic to have sex – and wake up to the warm glowing sun with their arms wrapped around one another.
Hanbin will be reading an article for his music theory class and Jiwon will be sitting on his lap, ear buds on listening to music.
Sometimes Jinhwan will walk in and give them both a look before sighing loudly and pretending like Hanbin wasn't so obvious.
It's complicated because Hanbin realizes pretty quickly that they're doing everything they used to do before they started fucking.
Sure, they hadn't been so affectionate in public ever, but cuddling Jiwon was not new. Holding his hand when he was stressed out was not new. Jiwon singing him to sleep when his mind wouldn't stop thinking was not new. Nuzzling their noses when the dorm a/c blasted Antarctica air because it was malfunctioning again, was not new.
("I hate you, Hanbin. I really fucking hate you.")
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That history project has been taking a lot of time up from Jiwon. And normally this wouldn't be an issue because schoolwork was overwhelming the last few weeks of the semester, but it becomes a problem when Jiwon won't stop talking about her.
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FanficFucking Your Best Friend to Get Rid of an Unwanted Crush: ★☆☆☆☆ Hanbin gives it one out of five starts. Does not recommend.