since we met

gone

weeks passed by when John and lucy's bond began getting stronger and stronger.....days and nights of happy and depressed talks...

its mid-July,

and the school has begun, john and lucy had begun their classes through their devices at home the times they talk were jotted down minutes by minutes, hour by hour, and at the end, by days john felt they were getting farther apart

but the real reason lied behind the dark...

one day on a Sunday he woke up in the morning receiving a text from lucy,

lucy: "hey you free?"

john suddenly cleared off all his thoughts and picked up his phone, its 6 AM in the morning,            "is she alright?" john thought to himself

John replied

John: hey, yeah go on tell me

typing...

lucy: see I don't want to make you sad but...

he began getting anxious "why should she tell something like this early in the morning "

John: it's alright go on.

lucy:" john, like talking to you is almost what makes me happy in a day and your help and ur support has got me up through a lot of tough times and more, but the issue I have is that I get a lot of flashbacks like the time I was dating Stalin, I tend to keep it out of my mind but for some reason, it just brings back a lot...                        
I'm just trying to forget all that and the plus school had begun, no offense or anything but u seem to be no help at all in that case, in all the other cases I just love what you do for me.. thanks for everything you have ever done. for now, all I need is some space and time to recover myself. I'm sorry"

the one person he had that would understand his problems just gave up on him like that....the thought itself shattered his heart into a million pieces...john threw up in tears he was speechless.

he had nothing on his mind but to cry.....

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