The outsiders (Johnnyxpony) version

Help me....

-suicide attempt warning-

Johnny held his razor in one hand, looking at himself in a broke mirror, tears racing down his face. He wanted the gang, he didn't care who he just needed to be told it would be ok and have someone care for him.

He ran to Dallas' house knowing everyone would be there and started pounding the door, holding his thigh and feeling the blood soak through And wiping away tears, it was futile though since he'd wipe one and 4 more would come. Sodapop answered and his smile dropped, seeing Johnny cry. "What's the matter Johnny?" He asked and picked him up, to look at his leg better.

Johnny dropped his razor, forgetting why he brought it. "Oh Johnny..." Steve went in "hey what's...oh..." Johnny started to Sob harder and covered up his face. "I'm sorry I'm sorry!" Soda picked him back up and started walking upstairs. "Take it easy kid, we're gonna fix your leg up an' you can explain then."

*Sodas POV*

I laid him between My two brothers. "Hold his arms will ya? This is gonna hurt a lot ok Johnny?" Darry wrapped his arm around Johnnys and Pony held onto his wrist and forearm, I sighed and started to tug Johnnys pants down to see his knee and thigh bleeding from deep cuts.

Johnny sniffled and looked up at the roof as I started to spray a lot of proxied on a cloth. Johnny screamed and jumped when I started to wipe his thigh.

After cleaning him I wrapped his leg in bandages. My brothers let his arms go as he continued to cry. "Alright kiddo what happened?" Darry asked and Johnny tugged his pants up. "M-my family... I-I'm such...a-a-"

Pony put his arm around Johnny and attempted to Calm him down. "Talk when you ready Johnny." At this point everyone was trying to calm him down and comfort him. I tell you my group can act hard as hell until one of the kiddos cry. "I'm such a disappointment to them. I hate myself..." Johnny finally spit out and sniffled.

"Don't you say that 'bout yourself Johnny...you know they just lyin' to feel better bout themselves. You're like a brother to us Johnny."

Johnny nodded and sniffled. "I'm real sorry..." Two-bit came in and layed a blanket across his shoulders. "You can stay here tonight with us. Just may be crammed."