Chapter Four

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Angelica pov

It's been two weeks since I found out I was pregnant and things have not been going well, my mother wants to take me back to the doctors because my supposed stomach bug hasn't cleared up. I am now eight weeks pregnant and I am supposed to have a sonogram today but I have no clue how I'm going to sneak away from my parents. I have been thinking about how I am going to tell Satana about the babies I don't even know if she will believe me and I can't do this on my own as soon as my parents find out I'm pregnant they're going to kick me out or force me to give my babies up for adoption something that I will never do.

Also weird things have been happening to me whenever my moods get out of control something always ends up breaking at first I thought it was a coincidence but now I'm not too sure. Like three days ago I was pissed at my mom because she kept telling me to go back to the doctors and she would not stop, I got so mad I was about to lash out at her and then the vase that had these beautiful violets in them just exploded.

Ever since that day I've had to keep my emotions in check or else weird things start to happen, my mom and dad have been praying relentlessly saying that the devil is trying to corrupt them. Anytime they try to get me to pray with them I make up some lame excuse as to why I can't, I don't know why but anytime I try to pray it feels like a knife stabbing me in the abdomen. The last time I tried it was two days ago and I had a little bit of bleeding. I don't know why but my babies don't like it and I'm not going to hurt them just to make my parents happy.

I know it seems weird because my babies aren't born yet so how can I know that they don't like praying but I feel like I'm connected to them not just mother and child but something else. It's like I can feel them and their emotions even though they're not born yet. Maybe it's all in my head and I'm going crazy but I can swear I feel something is wrong anytime I try to pray or when I try to touch a Bible. For some odd reason looking at a Bible just makes me sick and touching it burns my hand. It's like I get shocked anytime I touch the Bible and then my stomach gets all queasy. I have no idea what's going on but I have a feeling Satana has something to do with it. There was always this dark mysterious presence around her. I ignored the presents but now I'm thinking that I should've listened to my gut.

As if God was listening to my thoughts my parents had to go on a business trip today and they decided to leave me alone. They will be gone for four days which means I can get to my doctors appointment. As soon as they left I was getting ready to go. I then hopped in my car and drove to the doctors where I would get to see my babies for the first time.As I was laying down looking at the monitor I've never felt more happiness in my entire life, my babies are the definition of perfection even if they were just little blobs.

After the doctors I was just driving around in my car thinking with no destination in mind and before I knew it I was parked in the clubs parking lot that I went to with my friends. It was like instinct drove me here taking a deep breath, I decided to go inside the bouncer that was usually guarding the door, wasn't there so I could just open the door and walk inside. Everything looked a lot different then when I was here last time there was no loud music or flashing lights there were no strippers on the stage or in cages above.

" hey the club doesn't open for another five hours what are you doing in here" a voice came from behind me startling me, I put a hand on my chest to slow my heartbeat and tried to rain in my emotions before something broke. " Sorry I'm looking for Satana, I have to talk to her, it's really important," the girl looked at me with a glare. The girl was actually gorgeous, she had long raven black hair with these beautiful silver eyes and pale skin. " Look I don't know who you are but you need to leave" the girl said with attitude making me a little angry " I really need to talk to her it's very important where can I find her" The girl glared at me and she walked towards me I started walking backwards as she came closer I could feel her anger radiating and it made me uncomfortable.

" look little girl I am Satana's best friend and I'm sick and tired of you little bitches coming here and expecting her to just drop everything for you because she spent one night with you stop being so desperate and go find somebody else" she yelled in my face her spit showering me causing me to close my eyes. She was scaring me and I could've sworn her eyes turned red. I was shaking absolutely terrified but I was more concerned about my babies. " Please back up" I said as she continued to yell "PLEASE back up" I said a little more forcefully but she just continued to yell.

"I SAID BACK UP" I shouted and shoved her as hard as I could, I was a weak girl so I didn't think anything of it but imagine my surprise when she suddenly goes flying backwards crashing into shelves filled with the shot glasses. I put one hand on my belly, I could feel my baby's anger. I tried to rub my belly to calm them down but they were still angry, I could feel it. " what the HELL happened" I heard someone shout and I turned around to see Satana staring at me or more specifically the hand that was resting on my belly. 

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