Hell's Blessing

Chapter 9

Angelica pov

"Fuck" I whispered underneath my breath. This entire situation is just one big shit show. Just two months ago my life was normal and now I'm pregnant with two daemonic babies, need to move in with the other parent of my children who just so happens to be a female demon and the house that I'm moving into is in the house. 

I don't even know what to think anymore. All my life I have grown up going to church and listening to some old white man preach about God and the devil. I have listened and read every story in the Bible and have had to listen to my parents lecture over the years about not giving into temptation. However that was all just stories. I mean no one really knows what happened in the past. The Bible was created years after everything went down and was by some old white dude based off of stories that were told.

Nobody that ever went through the actual history was a lie from the book was written so there's no actual proof. Everything was just made up from word of mouth and nobody has ever seen an actual demon or an angel. They were supposed to be myths just like every other monster or supernatural creature in story books. Demons and angels aren't supposed to actually be real just like unicorns or vampires everything was just stories. 

Or at least they were supposed to be. If angels and demons are real does that mean other supernatural creatures are. I can only guess that if demons are real that means angels are real so does that mean mermaids are real what about witches were the Salem witch trials actually true and not just the murder of innocent girls. How do I even begin to wrap my head around this reality?

After 15 years of living on earth my entire reality has been destroyed. I don't know what's real or what's fake anymore. I don't know what to trust or who to believe. Demons are real and I am carrying two of them within my womb so it's not like I can deny that. Plus apparently hell is real and I'm gonna have to go live there in order to protect my babies so does that mean that if you sin during your lifetime you go to hell and get tortured for eternity

What part of the Bible is true and what is false? What sins are real and what sins we're just made up by people who didn't agree with it. Like is homosexuality actually a sin in heaven like do angels actually persecute humans for being gay or was that made up. I mean I can't see homosexuality actually being a sin that you get punished for especially since Satana is gay although she is the devils daughter so I can't really go on what she does. 

I wish I could talk to somebody but I don't have anybody I can talk to you about this besides Satana and I really don't want to talk to her right now. I also only have three more days left until my parents come home and by then it will be too late. I need to figure out what I'm supposed to do before they come back but it's hard. 

Going to hell would be dangerous not only for me but also for my babies. Especially since apparently Satana is a slut that slept with almost half the female demons in hell.  OK maybe half is a little exaggerated but she did sleep with a lot of demons who apparently aren't going to be too happy to see me. And the female demons aren't the only dangers. I am just a weak human there is no way that going to hell wouldn't be dangerous even if I didn't have crazy demon girls wanting to kill me. 

Can I even breathe the air in hell? Or is it toxic I mean I'm sure Satana would have some thing to prevent me from suffocating as soon as I get there but still. It's going to be extremely dangerous and I will be out of my element completely. But then there's my parents and the fact that literally anyone could kill my children with just a single demon killing prayer. 

From what Satana was saying unborn demons are a lot more susceptible to prayer even if their parent/parents is a high-ranking demon. My babies are very vulnerable since they haven't been born yet and will only become less vulnerable once the are born. So what do I do? 

Do I go to hell or do I take the chance and stay here on earth? I don't know what is less dangerous since both sound awful. I mean there is so much danger surrounding both options that I wish there was a third but their Isn't. At this point the only thing I am sure of is that I want to protect my babies no matter what.