Black Hearts Regardless🖤🖤🖤

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I should of let you know,that your my only one.

Jahseh P.O.V

1:18 p.m.

Me:You ready

I said as I layed in between my beautiful girlfriends legs.....

Juliana:I think so

I sighed....

Me:Its okay I know these things take time

Juliana:I'm sorry Jah

I nodded my head laying it on her soft breast....

She played with my hair as I drifted off to sleep....

Juliana P.O.V

It's not that I'm not ready to lose my virginity.It's just i'm not ready to show Jah my body.He has been very distant lately.He's been leaving the room every time he gets a phone call.I feel like he's hiding stuff from me.

Plus,I cut my skin because it makes me feel good.Well not exactly makes me feel good.It just my only source of relief.
From all the pain I feel on a daily.I try to stay away from my wrist.But, I know I only have so much time left.

I laid in my bed for a minute watching Jahseh sleep.Till I heard the front door of my house open.

7:37 p.m.

''I'M HOME"

I started panicking as I shook Jah awake.He groaned.

Me:Somebodies coming

Jahseh quickly got up into the closet as I heard someone come upstairs.I quickly threw his bag across my room.So the bag would be covered by my bed.

I got in bed and heard a knock on the door....

Me:Come in

The door opened reveling my brother....

Me:Hey Rob

Rob:Hey sis

He came in my room and sat on the edge of bed.I look at my closet which knew Jah was just standing there staring at me.I looked in slight fear.She the thing is my brother.Sexually assaulted me one time.He held me down and fingered me.Nobody know that besides Jahseh.

Rob:So how was your day

Me:It was fine

He started to move his hand up my leg.I started to move around.To get out his grip.He started to get on top of me.I tried to move away.

Me:No No sto-

With that Jahseh bursted out the closet and tackled him on the floor.I move out the way and watch with my hand covering my mouth.Jahseh kept punching till Rob was unresponsive.

Tears started forming.I had to stop him.

Me:JAH STOP

With that mid punch he looked at me.With nothing but rage in his eyes.But,his face softened with he seen me crying.

Jahseh:Sh sh sh baby I'm sorry

He said as he got up and pulled me into his chest.He was covered in Rob's blood.Which got all over me.But I didn't care.I wanted Jah.

Me:What am I going to do Jah

I sniffed....

Me:He's going to wake up soon and is going to be so upset, there's no telling what he's will do

Jah looked at me with sadness...

Me:My parents will get home soon what am I going to tell them,I'm not even suppose to be around you