Airport [Kim Taehyung Fanfiction]

7. Hug

Warning- mention of panic attack!

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Finally you came home, a studio apartment with a small balcony, which has more than enough space for you. As soon as you entered your apartment, you literally threw everything away, you dragged yourself towards your bed. By that time, you were a crying mess. You had no idea what was going to happen. You were accused of something by your closest friends, which you never did.

Your brain was clouded with several thoughts, everything around you was suffocating you. You got up from your bed to open up the windows. Nothing helped, there were no stars in the night sky, it was about to rain. You felt like there was no air left in the room for you to breathe, your lungs were not co-operating with you. The weather was not too hot but there were some sweat drops forming on your forehead. Your heart was hammering against your chest, and suddenly you felt a light pain in your chest.

You were struggling to get some air, you tried to look for a water bottle somewhere but there was none. It was getting tough for you to stay concious.

But a sudden ring from your phone cut the daze in your brain. You picked up the call without even lookiing at the caller id. At that moment all you could think of was getting help. You knew you were having a panic attack. Previously you had have panic attacks but you were never alone, your parents or Oindri was always there with you in this kind of situation. But you were all alone, so you need someone to help you, any one, someone who could help you out of it by comforting you.

"Hello, Y/N?" a deep voice from the other side asked. You knew very well who it was. You tried to speak but you were unable form words out of your mouth. All you could do was gasp for some air. Struggling you said "T-Taehyu...ng....I n-need you..to.." you could not even finish the sentence because of the limited air in your lungs.

"Hello, Y/N, what happened, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Where are you right now?" you could feel he was super concerned for you. You never wanted this to happen, this was your most vulnerable state, you never wanted a person other than your parents or best friend to find out, not even Jun to find out about your panic attacks. But Kim Taehyung, happened to call you at that moment.

"Tae I-I can't bre..ath.." you spoke out struggling. "Okay, where are you right now, please tell me" his tone was quite serious. "Autumn....ap-apartments" you said trying to get up but failed. "Y/N, listen to me, focus on my voice, do you remember that I gave you Tata? Is he anywhere near you?" You looked around and found out Tata at the corner of the room. "Hold on to him, Y/N, count with me from 1 to 10, slowly and steadily, are you listening? Hello?" you were listening to him, his voice itself was enough soothing for you. "Yeah" you breathed out slowly.

You started counting numbers along with him, he was with you on the phone the entire time, talking simple and predictable words for you, he was trying to help you. "Y/N, would you mind if I sing for you?" he asked in a really low voice. You told him to continue. But then he started singing that one song which you listen to before bed every night after it released. Winter bear. It was so soothing that a tear drop fell from your eyes unknowingly. His efforts for comforting you was making you really emotional at that moment. You were lot relaxed than before.

Apart from his singing you could hear faint noises of vehicles from other side of the phone. He stopped singing and asked "what is your apartment number and which floor Y/N?" You answered him, you were feeling a lot better.

The door bell rang. You were totally aware of the situation. You knew that he was coming. You knew Taehyung was ringing the bell. You could feel it. You were kind of expecting him to be there.

You got up, legs still shaking, you went to your door with wobbly feet. Opening the door, you felt dissappointment rushing down through your whole body. Apartment's security guard was standing there with a concerned look.

I am so dumb to think that Taehyung is going to come to my house to comfort me, why even I think of that in the first place...

"Ma'am do you know this person, he is refusing to show me his identity proof, we do not allow outsiders in this apartment without even one identity proof you know that, ma'am.." before even he could finish you said "I know him, where is he?" The guard was standing there oblivious to the situation, you literally screamed "send him here".

The guard left. You were standing on the threshold, holding the door knob, head ducked down waiting for him. "Y/N" you looked up to find a beautiful face you were wanting to see for a long time. Without wasting any more moment you engulfed him into a tight hug. He moved his hands and put them around your hip. His touch was so comforting that you felt like melting into his hug.

"Are you okay now?" you nodded, your head still on the crook of his neck. Along with his soothing voice he has a calming scent, which was slowly making your breathing back to normal.

"Thank you, for coming here and staying with me on the phone the entire time" saying that you hugged him tighter.

"No, thank you, I am glad that you chose me to talk to at that time, now that I am here you don't have to worry about anything." - He said that in a very assuring way making you smile.

"But can we go inside your apartment, I think people are watching us through their peepholes" he said smiling and you quickly broke the hug realising that you were literally stuck to his body like a starfish for a long time.

"Sure!"