Pain

My thoughts𒊹︎︎︎

*Mine - Felix Cartel....

No one I knew was willing to answer those questions....

But I knew underneath my dark skin I knew I was a good person...regardless my colour....

Right now i hadn't had a really education...I always had to help my mother and balance school life...at school people barely spoke with me...i hadn't any friends and they avoided me like i was a virus....

I had no job either asides our colours never allowed it...

How stupid was I when i had hope...I thought things could be fine between us...

Now they have succeeded in killing my both parents,my elder brother,i had no house,nor food and here i was helping a white child...

The same whites who killed my people...but this this child was innocent and sweet...
No I should let this child die...or maybe a soldier would find the child ...

As I dropped the child back on the trash she started crying even louder like she knew what I was up to....

I ran back to get her...

''sh sh but i can't take you with me...please don't cry they would think I stole you..."

She became quiet...

"what should i do.."
I paced around trynna figure out what I would do to this child ...

I could just kill us both that sounds good...i picked up the baby ready to through the child on the ground...

I wasn't thinking I was about to clearly do what they did to my neighbours child...but I just couldn't how did they feel confident after killing someone...

As I stood deep in thoughts i was oblivious of my surrounding whilst I stared at my baby's dark eyes....

It was dark...my parents murderers came around 7 to kill my innocent black family whilst i flew from the back door....

A flashlight flickered at me...

"She stole a white child"
A woman screamed she was with a soldier...

I took on my heels...started running as fast as i could with the child....

The dark street filled with stray animals scattered at the sound of my feet's...

I don't know how long i can run with this child...
How long would i live...

I ran and hid behind a building...
I should have killed this child when i had the chance...
i was just grateful she hadn't cried yet...

"She got a way let's go..."
one spoke...

"how dare she steal a white child she deserves to die..."
the one who spoke...walked closer to were I was.....

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