Pain

Ayanfe

*Watermelon sugar - Harry styles*

I kept smiling at the young one...
Yes I found a name for her....
Since she's the only one I have right now the only one that I wouldn't want to leave I'd give a good name...
"You're my love...My Ayanfe"...I smiled at the name I called her....

She really looked like a lovable person one with which her kind heartedness would change the minds of people....

It was getting quite dark and I needed to have some rest...
I laid close the cartoon holding my only eye close to me,I wouldn't lose anyone again,not this time not on my watch....

I entered into another land...where I had peace of mind...

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I opened my eyes to the clattering sound of trash...
I got up as fast as I could...I saw tons of stray racoons and cats...
So I hid in a trash space...seriously I have no idea what they call this place but I know they normally drop things they don't want here.....

I checked my box...
Yes indeed my Ayanfe was still there....

"Ayanfe lemme go check out the surroundings I will be back"
I told her, quickly getting up to check around...

I walked into the light and hot place... opening my eyes for the sunlight to pierce through it....

I crashed into a boy I wasn't looking at...He was a White boy...
Blonde and blue-greenish eyes...
Wow mum never let me see any of them,he wasn't the first though and I'm certainly sure he won't be the last...

He opened his eyes as he stared t my dark skin I jumped into the darkness...I got on my heels,running away from the boy who kept calling out to me...
"Come back please"He kept shouting after me...
I ignored acting like I'd be able to get away from him but  how stupid I was to be running into the end of the trash garbage whatever thingy....where I had my baby....

He kept following me...
I turned around I didn't want him to see my child....
"Hello!"he smiled at me but I just narrowed my eyes looking at him...

I think he felt uncomfortable for he kept touching his neck...but he didn't answer...
He stretched his hands at me which I slapped away right now the anger inside of me kept boiling hotter...

I won't forget how the white folks killed my parents,I won't forget how they made me suffer....

"I like your hair...I'm Benjamin...nice to meet you"
I glared at him...I feel like my eyes are intimidating him...
He looks really young so he doesn't really know what's really happening in his surrounding....

Then of all the time in the world my baby girl decided to cry now ughhhh....
He looked at me in shock and back at the box....

I just smiled
"It's the uhmm...wild cats"I said to him...
But he wasn't sure so this curious child ran over to the box even before I could stop him...

I just stayed there.... I already gave up...if he finds her,he finds her,after all she's one of them...

"She's your child"he asked me...
I turned back at him...
But then looked back quickly just in case he thinks of strangling her.... why I'm I thinking so weirdly....

"Yh she is"I walked over to him kneeling close to the box...

"She's pretty"he said and I giggled

"Yh she really is Ayanfe"I said
And then we heard an
unusual voice....

"I've been looking around for you Benjamin"
I looked up and the person I won't want to meet came....

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