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Yoongi stared at his bedroom ceiling listening to the activity of the house. He felt lonely ever since saying he didn't have to like Jimin. The other boys seemed to dote on him so much. He reached for his phone calling Namjoon. The most unproblematic boy he had. Just an innocent bean.

"Hey Yoongi" he said softly in a happy voice.

"Can you come to my room Joon bear?" He asked sweetly. "Be right there" he said and hung up. Yoongi put his phone back on the night stand and listened as the door opened and closed. He felt a weight before Namjoon was crawling on top of him with a grin "what's the long face?" He asked still playful as he poked Yoongi's face making him smile.

"Just missed you" he said reaching up and fluffing Namjoon's hair. "None of you come see me as much as you used to" he said sadly.

Namjoon lowered himself to Yoongi's chest and hugged him. "I'm sorry I didn't know I was doing that" he said softly "I love you"

"I love you too" Yoongi said playing with his hair. His mood uplifted but he still felt as if he was missing something. "Should we risk going on a vacation?" He asked the younger who shrugged "don't know. I don't think Jimin would run in a foreign country if that's what you mean, but we need to do something besides being stuck in this house. Tension is high. Even Jin is fighting" he said softly voicing his worries.

"Thank you for always being my sweet boy" Yoongi said tilting Joons head to peck his nose. He blushed and nodded "Yoongi you know you've never told me about your family" he said curiously.

"Nothing much to it. My mom had me and died. My dad married a woman with like 3 kids I never met and here I am" he shrugged as if not wanting to go into detail.

"Come on you know all about me" the younger whined playing with the buttons on Yoongi's shirt trailing his fingers down and back up absentmindedly before laying his head back down on his chest tucking up under his chin.

"Ugh my mother died when I was around 5 and my dad was never around. Hell I don't even know what the bastard looks like, but I know I had one when they sent me to the orphanage because they said my dad couldn't afford me. A few years later I overheard my case worker talking about me and how sad it was my dad just started a new family and forgot about me. I decided that I wouldn't ever end up like him and will never have kids of my own which seemed to work out since I like men and shit happened and somehow I got here" he said softly.

"I wish I could have met you when we were younger" he said dreamily "I would have given you the best gifts. I always made great gifts when I was a kid" he grinned.

"What would you have made for a poor orphan?" Yoongi asked to humor him.

"A blueberry pie but we would have shared it because I would have thought that you wanted a friend more than anything else" he said happily.

"You're absolutely adorable" Yoongi told him lovingly.

"Why didn't you ever find out who your dad was?" Namjoon asked "I mean if you wanted to you could fuck his whole life up" he chuckled.

"Wouldn't that be a surprise. Hello daddy are you proud of me yet?" He asked mockingly as Namjoon giggled. "I think you should do it. I think it would help you to finally close the wound of being rejected when you were just a kid" he said more seriously as he gave him a tiny hug.

"Do you think I should?" He asked and the younger nodded "if nothing else you at least know who it is" he said softly "you can see how much better off you are from him"

Yoongi nodded kissing Joons cheek "you're so smart" he said "and if nothing else we can blow some of his shit up" he laughed with the taller boy.

•••

Jimin was curled up in Taehyung's lap downstairs. Since he had been brought back to live with the boys he had felt more at ease because even after he left them they still wanted him back. He was still wry of his choices but he felt comfortable and happy every so often which was an improvement.

Being sneaky he thought it would be fun to see Tae's reaction so he leaned up and placed a kiss right on Tae's ear and grinned cuddling back down under blankets with a shit eating grin.

Taehyung looked down at him and raised a brow going in to kiss him but stopped hearing the door open and almost all the boys flood in cuddling them on either side. Jimin still in his lap leaned back against his chest and slid down between his thighs so he could also sit on the couch while being fully surrounded by Tae. He may have been more relaxed with the pain killers.

"Hey I'm kinda thinking about going down into the wine cellar" Namjoon said looking at the time "we could bust out the just dance game and drink a little" he suggested.

"Last time you caught yourself on fire with the candle" Jin snorted as he leaned against Hoseok.

"I say let's do it!" Jungkook said "I say winner gets to pick the next vacation" he grinned showing his teeth.

"You're on" Tae said back sticking his tongue out as Jungkook leaned over Jimin and kissed his lover "oh you better be prepared cause I'm winning" he smirked.