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20

Jimin's breath was knocked out of him by the sheer force of Jins swing with the paddle. A soft cry escaped his lips before another was brought down upon his bottom that had gone numb. When they got home Yoongi had made Jin punish him in front of the other boys.

Jimin's face blazed from embarrassment and shame and pain as he tried to get away only to be held in place by his hair. The boys sitting on the couch opposite of him kept their mouth shut knowing something was wrong because of Jins face and how they were all acting.

Another smack was delivered and he sobbed into his arms limping up over Jins thighs just wishing it were all over. He didn't realize when it ended until he was being pulled up into Jins lap and held tightly. "I'm so sorry" the elder whispered gently as Jimin's face hid in his neck and hugging him and wanting to die, this wasn't fair. It was all Yoongi's fault.

"Jimin" Yoongi said firmly and when he didn't move he grabbed his jaw and made them come face to face "have you learned your lesson? You are never leaving here. And if you try each time will get worse" he said letting go of his jaw.

"Jungkook you're watching Jimin tonight. Jin go to your room and do not come out and same goes for you Hoseok" he snapped.

"I want to stay with Jin" Jimin asked softly. Yoongi looked at him like he grew a third eye. "You think I'm going to let you pick anything after you tried escaping? Fuck no you better be happy some of the boys liked you or you would have been dead" he told him seriously.

"Better to be dead myself than some fucked up puppet you're making me" he said bravely.

"Put him in my room on the chain and I'll be there later" Yoongi clenched his jaw.

"Yoon can't you just let it go?" Namjoon asked softly only to flinch backwards when a vase was thrown against the wall. "Go to your fucking room too" he shouted.

"Anyone else feel bad for Jimin?" He asked looking at Taehyung and Jungkook who looked rather frightened. "I do think you're over reacting though" Tae squeaked out.

"Should I just add a bullet into everyone's head?" He asked spreading his arms with a crazed smile "because you all are driving me fucking insane. Jimin is a big boy and he can deal with his actions. He does not need everyone to defend him" he took a deep breath closing his eyes "I'm sorry. None of you need to go to your rooms, just leave me alone for a little while" he said softly walking away.

All 6 of them stared at the spot he left and felt uncertain. "What did he do?" Tae asked though he already had an idea.

"Tried to escape" Jin sighed softly carding his fingers through his hair as he leaned against his chest hiding. "Yoongi was so upset he wanted to kill him" he whispered "I told him he reacts to everything in anger because he doesn't know how to handle his emotions and this happened..."

Namjoon stood up and walked over to where Jin was holding Jimin and sat on his knees leaning his head against Jins thighs as all of the boys came up and just hugged even hugging Jimin. "I get so scared when he acts this way" Jungkook said quietly.

"It will be ok, maybe he is learning to control his anger. He has never let us not go to our rooms" Namjoon suggested.

"Do you guys wanna watch a movie and sleep out here with me guys?" Tae asked "I don't wanna sleep alone"

"Of course" Hoseok said hugging him and cupping his cheeks trying to squish them into a happy face.

Jimin blinked softly as more tears fell but his breathing calmed down to only a few hushed shudders. Those were real his ass really did hurt. He sat up and slid off of Jins lap and stood awkwardly in the corner of the room as the boys one by one turned to look at him. He held his hands together and looked down.

"Jimin you can watch the movie with us if you want" Taehyung said softly. He shook his messy hair "I'd like to go to my room please" he rasped out his voice sore from screaming and crying.

"Ok baby it's ok" he said and Jimin nodded scurrying downstairs into his cell. He tore the nice clothes off his body and got into a large tshirt and his boxers finally feeling comfortable. He hugged his pillow to his chest tightly and kept his socks on. He needed to sneak back into Yoongi's room to talk with him. He needed to apologize if he was going to get anywhere.

He tiptoed up and turned down the hallway before getting into the living room where the boys were building a pallet of blankets for them to sleep on. He tried to remember the right door before gathering up his courage and opening the door he knew was Yoongi's.

The elder males head snapped up from where he was making a line. Jimin gulped softly seeing the glare the older gave him "nobody is allowed in here without my permission" he said plugging a nostril and snorting the line before crinkling his nose and brushing loose powder off his nose.

Jimin just stood there with his back to the door staring at Yoongi who cleaned up and put what Jimin assumed was cocaine into a little box and onto his night stand. He took a few small steps forward "am I allowed in here?" He asked quietly.

"Why?" He asked dryly.

"Because I want to talk to you" he said his lips forming a soft pout as Yoongi beckoned him closer with two fingers. Jimin sank to the ground a few feet from where Yoongi sat on the bed and stared at the ground not wanting to look up. He feared the man, but knew he had to get on his good side to survive.

"What do you want to talk about?" He asked him not wanting to walk in circles.

"Do you really want to kill me? You told me last night you liked me" he spoke as his fingers traced lines in the carpet.

"I did" Yoongi said making his skin crawl "and I still do like you, but that shit can not happen. Not ever. It doesn't only put you in danger but all of us" he sighed.

"But you were gonna leave Jin" he pointed out.

"Yes, but I didn't so stop making this about me. You tried to escape" he snapped "why? I've given you everything. I have given you everything I have" he told him making Jimin look up at him confused.

Yoongi rubbed his eyes as he felt the effects of the drug more powerfully and felt really happy. He had a small grin he couldn't keep off his face as he looked down at Jimin. "Those boys out there are my everything and I shared that with you" he said letting his back fall against the mattress. Jimin stood up and leaned over him looking at Yoongi who just smiled "I don't understand why you hate me so much"

Jimin frowned he definitely liked drugged Yoongi more but this wouldn't last. He would probably pass out after his high died down. He didn't really know how drugs worked. "I was kidnapped" he said "I didn't want to give up my freedom"

"But look at what you would have if you just accepted us. You would gain your freedom back, never be lonely, all the money you could want" he said reaching up to touch his face. Jimin let him but continued to glare.

"You kidnapped me, left me in a cellar, beat me, is that all I have here?" He questioned.

Yoongi moved his hand downward around the back of his neck and pulled him onto then bed kissing him. Jimin flinched letting him kiss him but not reacting and kept his eyes open watching Yoongi become frustrated.

"Do you hate me?" Yoongi asked letting him make more space between them.

"Yes" Jimin said honestly and sat down on the bed looking at a wall. "Can I ever hope to change that?" He asked and the younger shrugged. He didn't want to. He wouldn't. But he needed to keep himself safe. "I just want to...be safe and not fearful all the time" he whispered.

"Do I scare you?" He asked and the younger nodded.

Yoongi rolled over before sitting up rather quickly and heading straight into his closet before coming out with a thick chunky knit sweater. He started putting the sweater on Jimin like he was a doll. "Here, wear this when you're scared or everything is just overwhelming and I'll slow down or walk away because I get mad easily" he said.

Jimin looked down at the red wine colored sweater he wore and wrapped himself up in the soft fabric. "Thank you" he whispered actually finding it sweet he thought of something like this.

Yoongi ran a hand through his hair and picked up his phone dialing a number. "Hey Joon come to my room" he said looking at Jimin.