Warmth Of Your Touch (Part 2:Blink Of An Eye)

Chapter 11: The Truth.

Molly's P.O.V.~~~~

"Now you see that how much of a effect this is on him. Us." I lean forward as i wipe tears that are now running down Serena's cheeks

"I know Molly. That's exactly why I did it,Because all i feel is guilt." Her words are slurred as she crys between the sniffling of her nose.

"Serena don't. Please. You cant push us away,Because were going to be here no matter what sweetie."

"Its so hard having to see everyone i love be hurting because of me. I just cant bare to see him be in anymore pain." I feel the dampness of my shirt increase as her head rests on my chest. What fills the room is the sounds of her crys as I lay and wipe each tear run down her face.

"Molly nothing was more painful then having to see him break down and not even finish his words when we were told. He just...He just almost had to yell out his words." I rub her back when i find that's the only thing i can answer with.

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"Hey gu-"

"Shhh!!" Is what I do as soon as i hear the loudness of Louis' voice. After a few seconds,The boys along with Stephanie,Amanda quietly make their way into the room.

"She sleeping?" Liam asks before bending over and welcoming me with a kiss. I nod.

"Awwwwh. Doesn't she look cute?" Zayn smiles as he walks over,slightly patting her head.

"Why is your shirt wet?" I look down after Niall asks,as i notice my gray T-shirt wet in two different spots.

"She was crying wasn't she?" I nod at Harry. "How did you know?" He smiles before planting a kiss on her head.

"Because her eyelashes bunch up every time after she cries." I cant help but slightly smile.

"You guys did amazing. You got me crying as well." I add as i carefully place her head off my chest,and onto her pillow.

"We all were." Louis says a bit too loud,causing Stephanie to smack him. He just pulls her into his arms.

"She just looks so fragile..You would never guess a thing if you didn't see her scars." Amanda's voice cracks,causing Niall to pull her into her arms.

"I don't wanna go...But i must smell like a dump. I'm going to rush home and shower alright?" Harry looks my way for a answer,As I nod.

Serena's P.O.V~~~~~~~

When i open my eyes,I can feel the stickiness on my face from the dryness of my tears. Lifting my head I'm awakened with the heaviness of my head as it continues to pound. Rubbing the side of my head,i attempt to stop the repetitive beating,With little accomplishment.

Looking around,I see many coats and pieces of warm clothing on chairs,Showing me that everyone has a arrived. I grab a hold of my phone,Going through my contacts.

To:MollBall<3

"I wake up to coats laying around instead of people. (I'm awake)"

After a couple minutes after i sent it,I head the tapping of many shoes getting closer to my door,One coming faster than the others.

"SERENA!!" I jump,causing my phone to fly out of my hands,landing on the tile floor.

"Louis,I'm right here,and kinda have a headache,and probably a cracked phone." I try my best to not sound annoyed.

"I'm so sorry! Whoops,I'm still loud...I'm sorry." I smile as he passes me my phone,taking a seat next to me as he hugs me awkwardly.

"Its fine. Better than sitting in silence. I'm going insane in here.." He smiles as releases his grip.

"How do you feel love?" Niall takes a seat by my feet as he plants his hand on my left.

"My head hurts. Same old." Liam bends over as he pulls me into a long hug,sending warmth run through me.

After hugs are released,I look over at my best friend who stands patiently waiting.

"Okay guys,My turn!" Zayn pushes his way through the 3 boys,Pulling me up into a hug. I smile warmly even though movement even causing shootings of pain to rub through my head.

"Hi Zayn." I wrap my arms around his neck,As his arms wrap around me tight.

"And hello fighter. How do you feel kiddo?" I sit back in place as everyone takes a seat,Stephanie and Amanda both sitting quite closely to me.

"Its going to be the same answer each time you guys ask...My head continues to throb with pain,My eyes hurt,It hurts when i move my head. Same shit different day."

"You just gotta stay strong. That performance we did today shows how much we care,and that we will be there every step of the way." I smile as Liam squeezes my hand.

"Don't even get me started on that. I sat here and balled my eyes out...I cant show how much it meant to me."

"Ohhhh yes you can!" I turn to Louis as his face is filled with a devious smile.

"What do you have in mind Tomlinson...Remember,Your dating one of my best friends.."

Rolling his eyes,He stands. "You can do all of us a favor,And talk to Harry."

"Ugh...He isn't even here!" They all stand looking my way.

"Yeah,He will be as soon as he gets back from taking a shower..See? Getting all smelling nice just for you!" Amanda pokes my side as i swat her away.

"Well,We'll see when he gets here." Almost as if on Q,I hear footsteps leading to the door,And 7 heads shoot me smiles.

"Oh God..." After a couple of seconds,He slowly makes his way into the door,knocking the door before entering.

"Knock,Knock." They all leave almost as if he was kicking him out,But not before each taking a glance my way.

"Hey beautiful." I smile as he takes a seat. "Hey Harry."

"Look,I thought about it an-" I cut him off without having to say another word.

"Its so hard Harry." I can already feel a tear stream down my face,Causing him to jump to my side.

"What is...Baby please...tell me." I wipe a streaming tear away.

"Having to sit here and not be able to do anything about it. About the pain. Not just physically,But emotionally. Having to sit here and see all of your guys hurt...Especially you." I cover my face as i finish,But they are soon removed. His thump wipes each tear away.

"Why would you try and push me away?"

"Don't you want a family someday Harry? Don't you want...Dont you want to live in a big house,Where you never have to worry about space? Have kids someday? To go through all the amazing journeys of having a family? To grow old with someone? Because i just don't know..I just don't think ill be able to do that for you." I feel myself crack as soon as i let it all off my chest. I keep my face down as choke on each breath.

"You wanna know something?" I slightly nod,still keeping my head down,But my chin is lifted,As i see tears building up in his eyes.

"All of that sounds perfect. But,I don't want all of that if its not with you."