Till the End of Time

1 year later

Naruto- After Sasuke left I haven't been the same. The year that has passed he hasn't talked to me or even asked if I was okay. Itachi is here, but I somehow feel alone. I still cut occasionally and I try to eat but none of it works. Everytime I see Itachi my heart starts to beat fast and I throw up. What could this feeling be?

I'm sitting on my bed curled up into a ball sobbing my eyes out. That's all I can do. I hear footsteps out in the kitchen assuming it's Itachi coming home. I moved in with him after he found me in the blood.

I walk out of the room and peek around the hallway only to see Itachi kissing Kakashi sensei. My heart starts to hurt badly and I grasp it in pain.

"O...oh h..hey Naruto I thought you were a..asleep," he says trying to cover up the kiss.

Tears start to flood my eyes only to realize the feeling my heart had been suggesting to me all this time. The feeling I once had for Sasuke. It was love. But that feeling came to a short end.

"What's wrong Naruto," he walks over to me trying to hug me.

"I...I.I HATE YOU," I say slapping his hand away from me.

All of a sudden a pain is ached across my face from my sensei. The sensei that had helped me grow.

"Naruto don't put your hands on Itachi like that," he says staring daggers into me.

Tears start to roll down my face and I run to kitchen grabbing a knife. 'I fucking hate my life, I hate everyone, I hate myself'. I bring down the knife towards my heart only for a hand to stop me from doing the deed.

I look up only to see Itachi holding my hand.

"Naruto sweetie..please...don't do this, it's been hard enough trying to take care of you so please don't do this," he says taking away the knife from me.

I push him running to my room and locking the door. ' I am an nuisance that's why Sasuke left, that's why Itachi is mad, that's why Kakashi hit me,..........that's why I should die'. I start to mumble in a corner facing the wall rocking back and forth only to see shadows coming from the doorway after a few minutes of me mumbling.

I turn around to see Itachi and Kakashi horrified.

"U..uh N..Naruto, me and Kakashi have talked and we think it's better for you to be put into a phsyciatric ward," he says still looking at me nervously.

I stand up real quick because I know I didn't want to go to a ward.

"S...so you going to g..get rid of m...me like sa..Sasuke. I...I hate you," I mumble and they hear the words.

Itachi slaps me and I fall to the ground.

" NARUTO STOP SAYING THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I HAD TO PUT UP WITH BECAUSE OF YOUR DUMBA.....ass," he yells at me realizing his mistake.

"W.....wait Naruto I'm s...sorry I didn't mean it," he says coming over to me.

I have no reaction to him and I sit there not being able to say anything. I am only able to mumble repetitively each time that I hate Myself. He said we would leave first thing in the morning.

Instead I packed a backpack of clothes when Itachi and Kakashi fell asleep in Itachi's room. I sneak out the front door at 5 in the morning and make my way to somewhere new.

~Time skip~

It's 8am already and I don't know where I am. I check my phone only to see numerous calls from Itachi and Kakashi, but I ignore them. There are numerous houses and I walk and I see a convienice store. I walk in only to spot Sasuke and Sakura holding hands at the counter smiling at each other. They spot me and Sasuke's eyes widen. He rushes to me and hugs me. I push him off and he stares at me.

Sasuke - After Naruto disappeared I tried to look for him to apologize. Sakura is too much, I don't even love her. I love Naruto. When the door opens I see Naruto walk in. Without hesitation I rush and hug him. He pushes me off which is to be expected. When I get a better view his appearance is bad.

He has a black hoodie on with bandages on both is his arms. He has grey shorts with bandages around his legs and neck as well. And to top it off with bags under his eyes and eye that were once a nice azure blue have turned into a full grey.

What have I done?

Naruto - I push Sasuke off only to see tears run down his face.

"Baby boy what happened to you," he says frantically.

My heart aches from the name he chose to call me. A name I once loved but now I loathe it. I try walking past him but he grabs my wrists hard. I see Sakura scoff and walk out.

"Naruto please," he says with a pleading face. I crack under the nuisance and start to burst.

" WHAT THE FUCK DO TOU MEAN BABY BOY. I HAVE CUT MYSELF, TRUED TO COMMIT SUICIDE. AND WHEN I THOUGHT SOMEONE LOVED ME THEY BETRAYED ME... I .....I guess all Uchiha's a....are the same," I say tears rolling down my face. I start to see black dots appear my face and I pass out.

~Time Skip~

I wake up to white lights and needles in my arms. I get up only to find Itachi,Kakashi, and Sasuke in my room. They look over at me in shock as I rise up from under my covers.

"N...Naruto your awake," Sasuke says hugging me tightly.

"Hey sweetie how are you feeling," Itachi says.

I glare at them and they startle but they proceed to comfort me or atleast try to.

"U..umm Naruto sweetie, all of us have decided that we can't take care of you anymore so once your well you will be sent to the ward for help. And we won't have contact with you for 2 years," he says trying to soothe the words out.

"S...so basically you don't l..love me right. Yeah that's it." I say smiling with tears hitting my blankets.

"N..naruto p..please stop saying that," Itachi says breaking down into tears. Kakashi hugs him from behind which makes me gag.

" Naruto when are you going to fucking learn your words have consequences," Kakashi says staring daggers at me. But it all felt useless and after that I remembered nothing. The next thing I knew I was already in a van heading to a fucking haunted building with other people like me.

They never loved me.