Diary Of Kamille-Jala Campbell

D for Decisions

Jeremiah***

"Are you sure?"

"Yea I think we should just have a break...then maybe work again on re needing our vowels and all that because right now...I don't feel married"

"What do you do on this break ?"

"What you mean ?"

"Like do y'all have sex with other people ?"

"No because we are still married ain't we ?" I said raising a eyebrow. "And if that does happen....we going council fuck that"

"You really love her don't you ?"

"Man of course, I loved her when she was nothing to something...but this 'Jeremiah gets all the blame' shit is getting old now"

"I feel you...well you need the girls to know too"

"I will let them know, their both at mature ages"

He nodded a d passed me a controller.

"Well let's get all that shit out ya mind"

I laughed and took the controller as he started the game.

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Kamille***

Me and Amber went to the Ice cream.

"How yup feeling now ?"

"Better"

Oh did I mention Amber goes out with Jarell's best friend Mj.

"What's going on with you and Mj ?"

She kissed her teeth and shoved a big spoon of ice cream down her throat.

"So Lauryn tells me how at some party, you know when me and you went away that weekend, he had all these other girls on him and didn't tell any of them to fuck off and he apparently kissed one of them...on the fucking mouth...apparently tongue-ing her nasty ass down"

"Amber...and you didn't whoop that girls ass ?"

"No one really knows her name, but truss me if I see her...it's me and her"

"So what y'all still going out"

"Man he sent me chocolates, food, teddy bears, clothes , trainers, heels, shoes all of that, and I told him I just want a break...I trusted him and he betrayed me"

"I hear that"

"And that's why I want you and Jarell to work, don't argue because of petty things like his anger management...we all get a snap out of him when he ready...so not for me but for y'all talk about it"

I sighed and smirked faintly.

"I guess your right, and I hope you and Mj work out"

Before I could fully elaborate myself, both Mj and Jarell walked in. Great. They ordered their ice creams and walked straight in our direction.

"Sup Kammy" Mj said.

"Mj" I said eating more of my ice cream.

"So it's only Mj you can see ?" Jarell said.

I rolled my eyes and looked at Amber as we both ate our ice cream.

"Hi Jarell"Amber said.

"Sup"

The boys sat down and it was really awkward.

"I think I'm gonna go home now to talk to my dad"I said getting up.

"Iyte, I might as well come , ain't seen my second dad and half sis in forever" Amber said getting the drift.

We both stood up and got out the booth throwing our ice cream cups away. The boys simply followed us.

"Lemme talk to you Kamille" Jarell said.

I rolled my eyes and looked over at Amber, she did a slight head nod and I walked back to Jarell allowing Mj to walk forward to Amber.

"Why are you ignoring me and acting up for, the only way for me to talk to you is for Amber to let you go ?" He said with confusion and anger laced in his voice.

"It's funny how you don't know"

"I seriously don't" he said getting more angry.

"You snapped at me this morning and said you don't care if I left...so I did, if you dont care about me Jarell don't act like you do..."I started. "You flirt with me and act like you care then you lash out on me and say you don't care...don't do that...don't care and then don't...stop wasting my time"

He looked at me with a angered face and shook his head.

"Whatever" he said walking back to Mj.

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Jeremiah***

After I left I went back home to where Kyla and Kayla where. I took a deep breathe and walked over to Kayla taking her arm and bringing her upstairs to our bedroom.

"What Jeremiah ?" She said.

I looked in her face and it was red and stained with dried up tears. I sighed and caressed her cheeks.

"Baby..I think it's good for the both of us to go on a break"

"A break ?" She said in disbelief.

"I mean, before you ask...no I ain't seeing no one else, I was at Jordan's house a while ago, I don't want you to be mad, if you wanna go off and talk to other guys...feel free but just know I love you and it will hurt me...but I think we need time time to heal before we re new our wedding vowels and love each other like we did in the beginning. I really do love you...I will tell the girls if you want..."

She head tears rolling down end eyes, she looked at me with hurt and love.

"I love you too Jeremiah"

I kissed her and she kissed me back. This was maybe the last time in a long time we finna do this so I took advantage..I decided to make love to Kayla.