Him || Kim Taehyung

Part 16 : Backstory Part 2

Then I woke up, tears were falling down like a river from my eyes and I was shaking like crazy.

But then I noticed, I was awake because a sound woke me up.

SOMEONE WAS TRYING TO ENTER MY ROOM!

No one knows the existence of this room, or at least how to get in. Sara and Luna knows I have a special room but they don't know where it is or how to get in.

My heart was racing, who could that be?

Then when the door who's supposed to be a wall moved. It was.........

TAEHYUNG! He entered quickly and closed the door and I started shouting " how did you know about this room? Who told you? How do you-"

He shut me up by putting his finger on my lips and I can't deny that I could feel the goosebumps dancing in my back .

"sit down" he said while grabbing the first aid kit.

"don't tell me what to do and I know how to-" I started but he gave me a stare that made me lose my voice.

I sat down on the little couch I had and he knelt before me and started cleaning up my wounds and taking care of my bruises.

I couldn't help it, my heart was racing like crazy at the feeling of his touch.

After he finished, he watched his hands and beside me on the couch "why ... why did this happen to you? What happened to you before that?" he said, he was so emotional maybe to the point where a tear might fall down.

And that, that made me shatter from the inside. I couldn't handle it. But in the same time I couldn't handle my pain anymore, I had to let it out

A tear was falling down while I spoke "I was close to being raped. Twice. And this was the 3rd time" I said in a very low shaky voice.

Without a warning he hugged me, very tight. I felt safe with him, I felt like no one could get to me if he's holding me like this.

"Sara told me a little bit but she didn't mention the main thing, and I want you to know that I'm here for you, talk to me, you need to talk to someone, you shouldn't go threw this alone" she said breaking the hug looking directly in my teary eyes.

"w-who told you I'm going threw this alone?" I replied.

"I did my research. Now I'm not moving from here until you let everything out. Get it out of you." he said and to tell you the truth i trusted him. Even though I don't know him, it's only been a month? But I felt like I could trust him.

"I don't know why I'm telling you this but, Kim taehyung, you’re the first person on this planet to hear what I'm about to say and hopefully the last."

"no one would ever know". He assured.

"when I was 14 years old I use to go to a public place where all teenagers could skate, paint graffitis and stuff. Once I stayed a bit late to finish some stuff and this guy name Kai - who I remembered used to check me out or stare during the day - he was standing away and looking at me, I panicked and packed up my stuff pretty quickly, and I was ready to walk home. I walked in the opposite direction and took a shortcut behind my friend's house. But the only thing I didn't know was that he was following me and when I turned around he grabbed me and- and.. "

I wasn't shaking or sobbing a bit, I was a crying mess. You might think that I'm too much of a drama queen but believe me, you can't know the feeling unless it happened to you.

Taehyung hugged me again, and wiped my tears" don't continue if it's too hard. I'm sorry for making you tell  me this "

" No! I want to tell someone and let it all out once and for all, but after that I don't want to remember it anymore".I said still shaky and he nodded, so I continued.

" I was screaming out, but no one came to my rescue, and when he was about to get what he wanted, someone punched him hard, he dropped unconscious on the floor. I was my friend's brother who's house was close. He took me home and well you know the rest, the 3rd degree, my parents, therapy. But I couldn't talk. "

My tears were rolling on my face without me noticing.

" I'm sorry" he held my hand and shook his head telling me to continue.

"the second time, I was 16, u was still in a dark place, I fainted half of the time, I was sick physically and mentally. Since the incident I always had someone with me, I was never alone, a bodyguard, my parents or my doctor, but never alone. Once my parents let me go on a camping with my friends and our teacher in self defense school, so after months of trying to persuade them, but then the first night there I was going to shower after everyone so it was pretty late. Kai came and you can say it was like a  story repeating it self. He thought everyone was in the tents but luckily I forgot my towel, so my teacher was on her way to bring me my towel, I was saved again. " I took a deep breath and continued.

" that night Kai told me ~ you'll never get away from me, I'll always follow you. And I will get what I want~. Since then I decided to get myself together and learn how to fight back."

He was looking at me in shook with teary eyes and couldn't help but let new tears from in my eyes.

He was still holding my hand when he pulled me into his embrace " I sorry, I really am. I will always be here for you. You can trust me ".

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I won't say I hope you like it. I'll just say that I wrote this with teary eyes.

I love you all, and thank you so much for reading 💜