Him || Kim Taehyung

Part 19 : Loneliness

Then she told me all about her life with her parents but one thing was bugging me so I asked her " but how did her parents know?"

And then someone behind us said "I told Mr and Mrs y/l/n" I turned around, it was Luna!

"Luna?! Why did you tell them? You know that they would take her back!" said Sara.

"I know and that's why I did it, I don't want her to get hurt, ever again! Even if that's not what she wants but it's what she needs!" replied Luna.

I took Sara to somewhere in the corner of the house where Luna couldn't hear us "I need to get to her! Can you help me?"

"if you have any ideas, hit it"

"so maybe we could make a fake ID like those man who talked to her parents and stuff, so I could go as a doctor or something". I suggested.

"Taehyung we're not in a movie, this is real life. Just go as her classmate who wants to help with the revision for the exams and you could also borrow Namjoon's class president card to be more credible. I swear to god your sister has every right to call you dumbass " she replied.

Why do people keep attacking me, sorry for having too much imagination ugh!

" okay I'll go first thing in the morning! "

" oh my goodness! You can't just barge in, you need to wait days so they don't think it's weird or you could ask Namjoon to go into the principal office and call her parents for absence verification and then he tells them that he'll be sending a student to help her". She said as if it was the most obvious thing.

"Amazing ! That's what I'll do, but just for the world's safety, don't team up with my sister to form master plans". I replied while leaving the house.

The next day, at school :

"remind me, why are we doing this?" said Hobi while watching the principal's door where Namjoon is calling y/n's parents.

"I'll explain everything to you later, I promise. But for now all you need to know is that it's important". I replied.

Then Namjoon got out of the office and we went to an empty classroom.

"her parents said that the 'class president' can go until they transfer her". Said Namjoon.

"TRANSFER HER?!" yelled me and Hobi in the same time.

"that what they said".

The day at school was boring without her. I never noticed how much we were having fun until now.

I miss her, so much!

As soon as school is done I'll head straight to her parent's house.

Y/n's pov :

I woke up in a very familiar place, I  was my room in my parents house, but how did I get here? Oh wait, I remember. Ugh. I hate them sometimes.

I felt lonely, I hate this room, I hate this house!

Loneliness is a dark place. It’s like sitting in a room at night by yourself and feeling like this is eternity. It’s like being in a place with a thousand people but feeling invisible to every one of them. It’s like walking on a path without any directions, without any idea when it will end. Loneliness is feeling like you are meant to suffer alone; loneliness is suffering alone.

Loneliness is unnatural human beings are to be in relationship. Loneliness is fear; there is no freedom in it. Loneliness is anxiety, worry its sister, uncertainty, its friend. Loneliness is endless wonder about endless wondering. Loneliness is cold with no hope for warmth but it is also unbearable heat. Loneliness is an awful paradox.

I hate it here, I hate them!

I hate the way they're trying to control my own life!

I was counting on a passage way to get out and sneak out like I always do but when I opened the hidden trap in the floor IT WAS BLOCKED, CLOSED!

How am I going to get out? I don't have any thing I can connect with the outside world and this place is a fortress!

The feeling of loneliness is eating me alive, it's been I don't how much I didn't drink or eat anything, my head hurts.

Actually no, my whole body hurts!

I walked around my room open some things, then I came across a stack of printed papers. I knew exactly what it was. It was a research on loneliness.

Yes I felt lonely that much, to the point I wanted to know what will happen to me!

It turns out that feeling lonely can do more than make you  sad: It can predict the way your body will respond to and bounce back from various health challenges. Lonely people are more likely to get sick.

I was sick, I am sick! And for the first time in a long time I felt helpless, like I can't save my self and no one can save me.

But I was wrong.....

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sorry it's so short but it has to end here, I'm trying to update in week days as much as I can!

I hope you liked it! Ily all💜

Oh and next chap is a special chap. It's Halloween themed cz Halloween is close 🦇🎃👻.