Once I finally got away from Nicole and Rae. I walked and trudged myself home. It was only 9 o'clock but I was tired and ready to lie down. My head was pounding and I felt my cheeks get hot. For the first time I realized that I had probably blewn the last time possible to talk and be with him.
"It can't be that bad. Maybe he understands maybe just maybe." I thought to myself. I just felt like lying down or maybe getting in the shower and crying so no one could here me. I decided to get a shower since I had sand and crap in my hair from the stupid changing room scene. I walked in my house and my mom and dad was sitting on the couch eating pizza. Which was my favorite.
"Do you want any honey?" My dad said I replied a simple no thanks and walked in my room to my bathroom and got my clothes ready and lied them on my bed. I undressed and hopped in the shower. I let the warm water fall around me and I felt the tears coming. I knew I wasn't going to get another chance to make this right. He probably never wanted to see me again. I just was embarrassed to tell him my feelings I am so afraid now. I finished my shower and cry session and wrapped a towel around my wet body. I walked in my bedroom and got dressed. Since my blinds were closed there was no sense in opening them since it was 9:39 now and it was almost completely dark. It felt good to finally to get those feelings off of my chest so I could feel a little bit better.
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Sorry its so short.
