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prologue

After two years I still can't believe that he'd do this to me.

It was our anniversary.

He woke me up with an amazing breakfast; heart shaped pancakes, orange juice, and heart shaped strawberries. It was amazing.

After getting dressed, he took me to our new home. Yep, he bought us a cabin in the woods for our three year anniversary. Everything is perfect now, but just wait. He furnished the home and everything... What a babe, right? I know.

After that, we moved some more stuff into our new house. And then we had lunch at Panera Bread. His treat, by the way.

And then we went back to the cabin. We messed around a bit but he kept saying the same thing, "Wait until tonight." Which I thought was quite funny because he was telling himself this more than he was telling me. No control, right?

We had dinner after that. He took me to a beach and we ate and watched the sun set. I thought he'd propose finally. Alas, he didn't.

After dinner, he gave me the night of my life. He made love to me like never before. He made me do things I never thouht I could. After that, I told him I love him and he sad it back. Then we went to sleep in our new cabin home.

I woke up the next morning sore with no sign of him. In his place on the bed was a note that read:

Victoria,

I'm sorry. I had to leave to take care of some stuff. I cannot tell you much but I can tell you I love you and I'll be back. Don't worry about the bills because I paid them off. There's plenty of food in the fridge and I made you breakfast. Sorry if it's cold, I made it at 9:08am. Hopefully you'll wake up around that time.

Vicky, love, I'm sorry if I got you pregnant or anything like that. I'm sorry for making love to you before I left . I know that was disgusting and you probably think I just wanted to 'get some' before leaving. I'm sorry that I left without notice. I'm sorry. I love you and I just want you to know that you have done nothing wrong. I'll be back soon.

I love you so much and I don't think I can say it enough. I'm just really sorry that I had to leave you, babe. Please don't hate me and please don't be sad. I love you.

-Ash xx

And after reading that I thought he was joking. I thought this was a joke until a day went by. Then two days went by. Then a week. Three weeks. And then I saw him once more after five weeks. I'm not one hundred percent sure though, because I was hammered. 

I never saw him again after those five weeks. Sixteen weeks passed. Then a year. And it has been two years.

After two years I still can't believe that he'd do this to me.

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enjoy this I guess

can you believe Ash just left like that omg

-bb420 (badbitch420)