"Do you ever think about my feelings"
"W-what? Jennie, t-this doesn't feel rig-"
"This wrong, this is mistake. You always said that things! And everytime I heard that, my heart felt like break into pieces!"
"Jennie, w-we can t-talk about this whe...
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You are crying and buried your face deep in your pillow, it's 9 PM already and you don't know who long and when did you start crying shamelessly your roommate a.k.a your best friend, Jennie watching you the whole time.
Flashback:
You were walking down the stairs trying to find your boyfriend, he told you not to look after him at lunch because he was busy with "something". But you are so stubborn, so quickly asked his classmates where were he. At first, his classmates were hesitating to tell you, but you gave the most adorable and innocent eyes that are always helping, and then they told you where he was.
You went to peek into the laboratory, where his classmates told you. All you can saw was his back, and you had the argument to hug him from the back. But for some reason, you just wanted to play some tricks for him and surprised him with your loud kick at the door. You thought.
But after you saw some hands crawl and circled to his neck and legs circled to his waist. You were dumbfounded. You didn't know what to do until someone kicked the door and made you and the cheater flinched. You eyes were blurry because of the tears, and you could barely see anything and you only heard someone shout to the cheater,
"The fuck are you doing in here fuckers?! Trying to fuck that dumb bitch you always hide from y/n?!!"
'It's Jennie, my hero. I don't know why, but she always there for me every time.' You thought.
"Y/n? What are you doing in here?! I told you to not se-"
He was walking to grabbed your shoulders and said those things but it was stopped until Jennie kicked him on the "you will never see the sun again" part.
"Urgh fuck! What's your problem Jen?! It's not even your business"
"Jae fucking hyun! Stop being a dick. And of course is MY. FUCKING. BUSINESS. Cause you hurt my BEST. FRIEND!"
And she kicked him again, this time on his back
"Fuck! Can you stop kicking me?! Can't you see that I'm hurt here!" And Jaehyun stood up and look at you with those eyes, the eyes you will never say no too "Look y/n, I can explain it to you. It's not what you think. You know that I love y-"
And once again, he was cut off by Jennie who throws him a slapped to his face and kicked him again on to those parts.
"FUCK OF JAE! SHE DOESN'T NEED YOUR EXPLANATION! ESPECIALLY HORNY BASTARD LIKE YOU!" She threw a glare at Jaehyun who was struggling to talk because of the pain he got.
"Let's go y/n, we can't be in the same room with trash like him, and cheap bitch like her." She holds your shoulders with her right hand and she holds your left hand with her. She guided me out to the door, but once again stopped at the front entrance of the door and threw a glare at both of them.
End of flashback.
"Stop crying y/n, you know that I can't see you cry all day and you haven't eaten anything," She said while eyeing me with some worried expression.
"If it bothers you so much, just go to the club and fuck some girls Jen!" Once again you cry out loud because she annoyed me with those words.
"Y/n" She approaches me to your bed and you can feel the bed sink in. "You know that I care for you right? And I said those things because I care for you Y/n" She said those things while caressing my hair.
You looked up to her with your red and puffy eyes "I'm hurt, Jen"
"I know baby, but you know crying for that bastard won't make you feel good," She said that while still caressing your hair and patted your back because your body is curling into a ball for crying out loud.
Your want to cry again because of those words but she shushed you "Shhhhh.. Don't cry again y/n. Or else you won't be able to open your eyes tomorrow" while she scoots closer to you and still caressing my hair.
Y/n's pov: Jennie is always there for me through my worst and best in life. She always is there for me when my mom was at hospital 5 years ago. She always stayed there for me when I know my mom got blood cancer. She always comforted me at my mom's funeral. She always cooked for me when I was sick. Basically, she just like my older sister for some reason. I know I'm a cry baby, but she always is there for me whenever I cry. She always hugs when she knows that something doesn't feel right about me. She always assured me about my cramps when I was on period. She always does that until now. Rubbing my belly until I was asleep. She always let me hug her whenever I had a nightmare. At that moment, what I could feel where she is my world, my sister, my family. I don't know what I'm going to be when she leaves me or not even by my side. -
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Y/n"
"Y/n baby, you alright?" She asked you while caressing your cheek now. And snapped back to reality
"Huh?" The first word that you could turn her answer
She chuckles
"You are daydreaming again y/n, you know daydreaming isn't right. Right?" She said that again while she tugged you into bed with her and she put the head on her shoulder, at crooked of her neck.
"I know.. but I can't help it Jen" You told her with my small voice because You are so tired of crying all day, and look up to Jennie who already looking at me with her cat eyes like.
"I can help"
"How?"
"Close your eyes"
"And?"
"Sleep"
"Jeeennnn~ can you stop teasing me for once?" You whined because she always teasing me like that and you always fall for her tricked. "Omg, you are so cute! You know that?" She said that while holding you tighter with both of her hand wrapped around your shoulders and legs were hugging me like you were a teddy bear.
"Stop Jen, I know that I am cute. BUT STOP I CAN'T BREATH!" You yelp and she finally released you and rest her chin on top of your head.
"Okay, baby you need some rest. You wanna eat first or..?" She looked down at me while caressing your head again. You just shook your head while closing your eyes and she hummed
"Kay then. I can't force you. But sleep please"
"Okay Jenjen, I am sleepy anyway" You yawn while you scratch your arms out. To only result in her giggles and wraps her arms around the upper waist.
"Okay let's sleep" she patted your bump and caressed your back like a baby
"Good night Jennie"
She turns to turn off the lamp and tug in the bed again with me and wrap her arms around shoulders once again to hug me and you bury my face to the crooked of her face. You can hear her voice echo to the room
"Good night beautiful, sweet dreams"
And she kisses my cheek. With that, your night ends beautifully once again because Jennie always tugged you and hugged me to sleep.
'I am so blessed to have her as my best friend.'
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I hope whoever read this book loves it, as much as I did writing it down! I'm very sorry about my English. I'm trying my best to hehehe. If you like it please leave some comments as feedback and vote(?)
