Its hard to hold on to
what you've never had
Thinking of the future
without a past
Loving others
without loving yourself
Making mistakes
without thinking, what else?
One day your up, and
one day your down
Stuck in the same place
with no way around
Some say your crazy
and even insane
But only you know,
your struggles and pain
So you keep moving
and ignore their word
Turn your back
and pretend you never heard
For as soon as you open
your eyes and ears
Your letting back in your unending fears.