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"No NO!!!!" I said talking to myself in the mirror. I feel incomplete, I feel broken , I feel unwanted, and most of all I feel unloved! !!!!My names tink. I'm 16 years old and I have a daughter. I chose this life , I chose to be on my own and I chose to have this child. I was deeply inlove and he told

me he wanted to have my baby. And as stupid as I was I let him have my baby!!!!! My mama told me I was dumb stupid and selfish unto God. She said I was a sin and my baby was a sin. I told her "Mama my baby isn't the Sin , the sin is what I did which was have sex" she kicked me out.When she kicked me out i had no place to go no food to eat and no clothes to wear for a whole weak straight so I started to strip. Not at no strip club , but for some drug dealer I found on the streets that go by snake. He pays good money. I make over 10,000 a weak. I wasnt able to get my own place because I was 15 going on 16 , so I stayed
with one of snakes loyal friends. He said he didn't want me to be out there by myself because I was too young. Well snake friend that I was staying with died, His name was kirk. Kirk had a son and his son said that I could stay with him. His name is Tommy. Tommy has helped me with everything. I'm still pregnant but I know God is here with me through everything. I'm 8 months pregnant. Well let me introduce myself , I'm 4'11, shoulder length hair cut into a bob. I have no chest wide hips , small waist and a big booty. Well that's what people say!!!! " Tink ?? " I wonder what Tommy want. Tommy is 6'2 tall right ?! Hes the color of august alsina and he has good wavy hair. Hes a very nice looking guy but whose looking ??? Hes sweet , well he was a little stuck up in the beginning but we grew on each other and hes 18 but enough about him " mhm " I finally spoke "what took you too long.....anyways Lisa coming over and I was wondering if you could help me cook for her??". Ugh I hate cooking "sure ill go get my shoes cause you don't have any food in the house" . "that's cool". I went up stairs and got my shoes. I tried to put them on but I couldn't so I just slid on my house slippers. I walked back down stairs and he was sitting at the bar in his kitchen on his phone and he looked up and asked me am I ready I nodded. He got up and looked at my feet and back at me. "Uh-uh go change ya shoes" I looked at him and smacked my lips " I can't bind down and put my shoes on"he blew his breath " tink go put ya shoes on" I turned around and I started crying. He sighed "come here" I came to him and he held me by my waist. " ill go get your shoes and put them on your feet , go sit down on the couch" he kissed my forehead. I went and set on the couch and watched CSI.

He came and sat next to me." we not going"he said sounding sad" why?" he shook his head" I don't want to talk about it" he got up and left. I turned the TV off and went to my room. I got out my shoes and everything. The only thing I had on was my bra and panties. This is how I sleep every night. Its 9:30 i decided to go to sleep early. I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking about what happened to Tommy. Hes never like this. I got up out my bed and put on my robe to go to the bathroom. While I was walking to the bathroom the door opened and out came Tommy. " hey tommy , are you okay ???" ."yea I'm fine" . I just left it at that. I used the bathroom washed my hands and walked out. I went in Tommy room. I knocked on the door. He said come in. I walked in and sat on his bed." if there's a problem you know you can tell me anything, ok ??"he turned over " yea ok" he turned back around. I got out the bed to leave but he stopped me." stay , I really need you" he scooted over and I got in. I laid down and he wrapped his arms around me tight!!!! " you ready to tell me what's wrong" he sighed and turned over and showed me a picture of Lisa and some dude kissing. " look you can find someone better then her an......." I couldn't finish my sentence because he smashed his lips into mine. " I've been waiting to do that for the longest." he turned me over and got on top of me but he was careful not to harm my baby. He slowly took of my robe and started to massage my breast inside my bra. I wanted him to stop but I didn't want him to stop because it felt so good. He opened my legs and rapped my legs around him. He went inside my boy shorts and he started to rub my clit slow. I started moaning like crazy then he started to rub faster and faster and faster. He then put his finger inside me in and out in and out. He tried to put 2 but I screamed in pain. He didn't try to go deeper with his finger. He put one finger back in there and started to go so fast that I had an orgasm. He took my bra off and sucked on one nipple and played with the other while pumping in me fast with his finger. " aaahhhh , aaahhhh!!!!!!" it was feeling so good. I finally had the courage to say stop before it go any further. He got off of me and turned me back over and wrapped his arms around me. " goodnight baby" he said in the most sexiest voice.

NEXT MORNING

Tommy POV:

I woke up next to tink. I'm glad shes here with me. See ion like them niggas that be like naa ion finna fall inlove cuz ion love. Naa ion that type of nigga.I want me someone I can call wify and someone that can hold me down. I want a family too. Tink is a wonderful person but ion trynna be with her because she then went through to much. Shes venerable right naa but maybe later on in life i can try with her. She stirring in her sleep. Its only 8:30. She opened her eyes slow and looked at me and closed her eyes. "GoodMorning baby" she blushed " GoodMorning " she said. I tried to kiss her but she put her hand up to her mouth "mh mh , morning breath" dang Mann. She got up with out nothing on and put her robe on and picked up her bra and panties. Mhhh man tink KNOW she fine!!!!!! Well bout time for me to get up. I got work at 11:00. I got in the shower. Got out 25 mins later. I got out took care of my hygiene. I got out the bathroom with my boxers. Tink late for school so I gotta hurry up. I went to her room to see her knocked out with a towel wrapped around her. I sat on side of her and shook her. "Tink, tink" she still wouldn't move "baby get up are you going to be late for school" she groaned. " I have to go to the library to get signed in for online classes". " ok bae, get dressed so I can take you " I said slapping that ahh. " tommy!!!" I started laughing. We stay in Atlanta Georgia just to let ya know. I looked on google for something and the first thing that popped up on the screen was baby names which made me think of what tink will name her ill girl . yes I said lil girl, shes having a girl. Im about to call chris brown Im a big time pproducer. Im producing his new video. I produce singers rappers dancers and movies. Anyways I hit chris up and told him I was gone be late. I went back in tink room and she was getting dressed. I came behind her and she turned around and wrapped her arms around my neck. " you look pretty " she smiled wide " and you look handsome " . I kissed her and told her ill be down the stairs waiting on her.

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We were on our way to the library. " you want me to come in?" she shook her head yea "if you want" I got out and went to her side of the door and opened it. We walked hand in hand , we walked in the door and sat at a table. Tink said that the women would meet us here. As Im sitting down I see this girl long blond hair she look mixed. I told tink to hold on. I walked up to the girl. The girl fine and thick as hell. I tapped on her. She turned around and smiled. "Hey, I seen you standing over here trying to reach for a book. May I ask what book you trynna get" she nodded her head and said "velvet west" I looked in the direction she was looking at and got it for her. " there you go ma" she turned to walk away. I grabbed her wrist to twirl her around "you got a name ?? A number" she smiled " yea its destiny and here's my number" she said handing me a piece of paper. " well it was nice seeing you destiny , my names tommy btw" kissed her cheek and turned around.

Tink POV:

So Im still sitting here wait for the women to show up. I turned around to look to see if I see the women but instead seen tommy talking to some girl he kissed her on the cheek. See i should have never caught feelings. How he gone do that to me like that and play with my feelings. Ya know what Im not gone show any affection towards him. I sbouldnt be mad tho because we not together but the fact is that he led me on and hes playing with my feelings. He came back and the women came in and we went down to business. She gave me the website and everything for when I go buy my computer. He asked me was I hungry and I shook my head no without saying anything to him. He pulled up to the house and I got out. He usually opens my door but I got out myself and waited for him to open the door. He opened the door to the house and I walked in and I went straight to my room and shut the door hard. He tried to open my door but it was locked. "Tink open the door" I sighed and got up. I opened the door . "yes" I said opening the door. " what's wrong " he said looking at me. " you led me on , that's what's wrong with me" he looked at me crazy " what I do" i shook my head. "I saw you talking to that girl". "Ohk we ain't together" I shook my head ohk. "You right" I shut my door and layed back down.

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