CHAPTER 4.

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Pretty interesting so far. Hi, HELLO FROM THE OTHER SIDE🤭 #punintended😉 am Esra. As you've read from the pages before I am not too interesting but still quite interesting. A somewhat nerdy yet still impeccable persona, sometimes you got to pat yourself on the back.(hair flip) Am I right?😉

Basically, I am the underdog staying in the shadow of the oh blessed and responsible  one, never too sure what life really holds for me, you know? Whereas my sister is the Duchess up in her chambers I would rather think am the mistress, ensuring there's order, working my way up faithfully,  hoping to leave a mark; not a stain but a mark; not easily forgotten if I may add.

It seems almost impossible to impress my parents having had a close to perfect brother and well my sister whose grades are pretty good compared to my somewhat lackluster performance; not unexpected but not entirely planned for. It's as if I wasn't trying too hard, it was basically in other words BLEH.🤭 I am not competitive cause am pretty much all into the work and all, it's not traditional it's just the right thing to do. But ooh well, who pays attention?🤷 I wonder.🤔

With the various rules, regulations and responsibilities that have been there, it can get overwhelming and a bit too tedious when you feel as if there's always more expected of you that you are not fulfilling. It can demoralize and demotivate just a bit while still being that push that you need. Let's call it bitter-sweet . Well imma be talking a lot so buckle up it's gonna be a bumpy ride.😊😉

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