(3-4 months later)
Kouvr wanted me to come to the hype house cause we were just hanging out there.
I'm on my way there with Dixie taking an Uber.
At the hype house
We go in and say hi to everyone.
I say chase sitting on the couch.
Totally forgot he lived here..
Charli you good with him being here? Thomas said.
Yeah.
We made eye contact.
I looked away and talked with Mia.
He's still looking as hot as ever.
Ugh..
Charli we're going out to saddle ranch later at night you wanna come?
Of course.
You wanna make i tiktok? I ask Mia.
Sure!
We did the "Thick" dance it was fun.
Kinda cringe cause we did it infront of everyone.
Wish I could be as good as dancing.
It takes time.
We all talk and make tiktoks.
3 months, 4 weeks 2 days since me and chase haven't talked.
I want to say hi but he seems to not care.
He dyed his hair..I didn't even notice.
The line on his eyebrow.
He's changed himself..
It's cute tho.
Sh*t he saw me!
I look away real fast.
I walk to the kitchen to get some water.
Hey charli.
I hear someone saying my name.
It's chase.
Hey chase.
I turn around.
Can we talk?
Yeah sure..
Nick and Kouvr looks at me.
We go somewhere else.
So you've dyed your hair too.
Yeah.
It's pretty.
Thank you chase, I like your hair too.
That's good to know.
It was awkward..
Charli..it's been 3 months, 4 weeks and 2 days since we've talked.
You remember..
Always.
He giggled.
Charli I've done wrong and I'm sorry could you forgive me?
Let's just start of with being friends again.
Yes I forgive you..
Can I have a hug?
Yeah.
He hugs me slowly.
I hug him back.
I got so happy all of a sudden.
Feeling his arms around me.
I missed it.
He hugs me tighter.
I missed you charli.
I missed you too chase.
Hey guys-
Addison stood there.
I- it's not what it looks like!
We back off each other
I promise we were just hugging.
K I believe you.
charli, chase we're going to saddle now.
I thought we were going later.
Chase it's 8pm
Oh- well let's go.
We go out of the house and go in the car.
It was me, chase, Thomas, Mia and Ryland and the others was in the other car with Alex.
I was watching Tiktok while on our way to saddle.
Chase was sitting besides me.
I felt dizzy out of nowhere..
My nose started bleeding.
Charli are you ok?!
He took paper and wiped some blood of my nose.
Charli can you hear me?!
What's happening?!
Charli fainted!
Thomas stop the car.
Charli!
Charli..
(With chase)
I shaked charli trying to wake her up.
Ry call the others and tell them we're driving to the hospital right now.
Thomas starts driving.
At the hospital.
I carry charli into the hospital while Dixie is getting worried about her, I understand that.
The doctors took her.
Did something happen?
She started bleeding and she fainted nothing happened.
She did have a nose surgery but that was 2 months ago.
Some minutes later
I sit down on the waiting room watching Instagram.
I couldn't stay calm.
I ask the girl in the reception.
Hey can I go see charli?
Full name on the girl?
Charli Grace D'amelio.
You related to her or have some connection?
I'm her ex boyfriend but we're close friends now, can I please see her?!
Full name and age?
Cole Chase Hudson, 18.
She asks the doctor thru the phone if I can come in.
In room 246.
Thank you!
No problem.
I go to the room and see her laying in the bed.
Excuse me sir.
Yes?
Do you what happened with her?
We don't know much but I can say that it was Anxiety and cause of the nose surgery she had.
Thank you.
She's waking up..
The doctor leaves the room and closed the door.
Hey charli..
Chase?
It's me, how are you feeling?
I feel dizzy and my body is shaking.
You never told me you had anxiety.
I didn't want you to think about me so much, you need to think more on urself and not other people chase..
Let's not talk about me now.
Chase..
We don't look like just friends right now.
My hand was on her leg..
Charli I can't do this..just only being friends it's hard.
Everytime I see you I just want to f*cking kiss you!
That just came out..
Chase..she giggled.
If we are going this way we need to hide it until so long we can.
She plays with my hair.
I missed touching you.
Now that sounded wrong char.
Sorry!
Try to be calm ur still shaking..
Sit up it help.
Thank you for helping me.
I have anxiety to so I know what to do.
You know something else that'll help you..
What?
I lean in to kiss her..
I stop and see if I could kiss her or not.
She nodded, I kissed her..
(With charli)
To hot to resist.
He's even hotter now.
I really needed that I haven't kissed someone since that day.. chase said.
Neither have I.
What if someone sees us?
Charli there's no camera here.
Hey char I'm sorry really I am, for kissing Nessa..
Chase everybody makes mistakes that's something we do in life alright we have to give everyone a 2nd chance.
Your too nice that's why I love you.
I love you too chase.
I hug him.
Want me to get Dixie?
Yes please.
K chat.
Just one more kiss I ask chase.
He giggled fine.
He gave me a fast kiss.
I waited for Dixie to come.
(With chase)
Hey Dixie can we talk?
Make it fast.
We go outside the hospital.
What is it chase?
First are you still mad at me?
You and charli seem to be on good terms so no I'm not mad at you.
K good.
About charli..she started bleeding cause of anxiety and the nose surgery it wasn't that serious.
K thank you for letting me now.
There's one more thing.
Yes?
Me and charli are talking again
What-
Before you say something "like why so fast?"
Look it was hard for both of us to see each other almost everyday as just friends, we talked about it and I just wanted to let you know but don't tell anyone.
I'm happy for both of you.
Since you "left" her she has been so sad inside of her and still mad at you on the outside.
Chase you saw her Instagram post right?
Yeah saw it "your loss ;)"
She laughed yeah but she's till sad in the inside I can see it.
Now go see your sister she waiting for you.
K bye chase.
Bye dix.
I go back in to the others.
Hey Tommy.
Sup Lionel Hudson.
Fuck you.
So chase how's charli? Mia asked
She's good just a little dizzy in the head.
What were you and Dixie talking about? Ryland asked.
Uhm..just about the nose surgery.
God that was such a bad lie.
Oh well.
1 hour later
Charli was free to go but she needed to go to her parents just to tell them what happened.
Chase you comin' with us? Dixie asked.
I guess.
At the d'amelios
(With charli)
I go in with Dixie and chase was waiting outside.
Charli are you ok?! Mom said.
I'm fine it was just the surgery mom!
Oh ok well good that your fine.
I'll order for the three of us.
Ok!
Dixie goes up to her room.
Three of us? Mom asked confused.
Oh uhm well there's something that I want to tell you..
Tell me.
I went to the hype house today as you know I uhm chase was there, we said hi to each other and I forgave him..now we're friends again.
Are you mad?
Char why would I be mad? It's your opinion and I love chase he's a good guy even if he "cheated"
I'm sure dad will be okay with it too he likes chase more than I do!
I laughed true.
You sure it's just friends?
I thinking if I should tell her..she my mom after all.
We're talking again but we're taking things slow again.
Knew there was something but where is he?
Oh he's outside.
Bring him in.
Chase you can come in!
He gets in and looks at my mom.
They say hi to each other.
Hi ms.d'amelio.
Chase you can call me Heidi.
Ok hi Heidi.
They laughed.
So chase.
I'm sorry Heidi and charli.
It's fine chase just don't do it again I'm keeping an eye on you.
I promise I won't do it again.
Your good to go.
Thank you he's Heidi.
Me and chase go up to my room.
I take of the hoodie I'm wearing and sit down on the bed.
I wanna make a tiktok.
Go make one but not in that, it's revealing..
Hey chase.
Mh.
Come here for a bit.
What is it char.
I push him closer to me.
Charli what are you doing..
I put his hand on my chest..(I don't know what to call it bruh😭)
You've changed since I last saw you huh..
He keeps holding "it".
Cutie..
Come down a little I want a kiss.
He giggled shorty.
I gave him a kiss.
Now did that convince you?
Hm fine..
He lays back in bed watching me make a tiktok.
Stop your making me laugh!
I'm sorry!
Can I see it? He asked.
Yeah sure.
Why you looking back at me!
Sorry!!
It's fine.
Should I post it?
Yeah.You feel better after what happened?
I feel so much better.
Good.
I'm hungry when is the food comingggg.
Now I wanna make a tiktok with you let's just not post it.
Okkk.
We make a tiktok and let it be on my drafts.
You never post that cause I'm literally shirtless right now.
Yeah, ur pretty hot.
You've said that 100 times.
I know.
Char I'm still insecure that's not going to help me.
I've helped you another with that and that seemed to help you.
Just cause it was something else..
Maybe I'll do it again, Maybe not.
Since when did you get this h0rny?
You made me like this your fault.
I like this side of you..but your still only 16.
Sometimes I wish I was 18.
That's the real reason why we broke up..
You know our conversation we had..
Yeah what about it?
Maybe..maybe we are meant for each other.
Aw chase, I love you.
I love you too bebe and I won't hurt you again.
I never really liked you when I first met you-
That's why your were so quiet.
I thought you were a douchbag.
Bruh.
(With chase)
She sits on my lap while my arms are around her.
What if your sister comes in?
Just do something I don't know-
Your so beautiful, you've changed yourself.
I did because I needed to stop thinking about you.
So we did it for the same reason, I couldn't stop thinking about you either.
Can you take off that random shirt.
I could but I'm not going too.
It's irritating me.
Same.
Just take it off if you want too I'm not forcing you.
She took it off.
I put her on the bed and layed on top off her.
This is what you wanted to do?
It's comfortable.
Sleep a little if you want too.
I'm just chillin'
My hand going around her body..
I go under the cover and kiss her all over her body.
Chase-
Yeah char..
Nevermind keep going.
(With charli)
Dixie came in.
Hey dix!
I touch chase a little to stop.
Where's chase?
He's sleeping.
I don't see him.
The covers over him I'm just sitting up.
Oh ok well here's your food.
Thank you dix!
And how are you feeling?
I'm feeling good just a little sweaty.
Chase took of my sweatpants slowly so Dixie couldn't notice.
Well wake chase up and tell him food his here.
Yeah thank you again dix!
No problem lil sis.
She gets out of the room and closes the door.
That was close chase said.
Shut up.
He laughed.
I'm hungry now let's eat.
Let me just do something real quick.
He kisses my body going down to my private spot.
Calm down I'm not doing anything just kissing you..
Mhm..
Chase you sure-
Maybe..
F*ck.. I said a little quiet.
I'm done..
I hate you..
Love you too cutie.
He gave me a kiss on my forehead.
Let put something on.
Yeah.
I put on some shorts and a big shirt.
Your sweating a lot.
Let's just eat.
Yeah he giggled.What have I done- poor charli💀