Junkyu: hyung. Thank you. I think I know what to do now.
Jihoon: I'm glad you do. I felt guilty too. We often tease doyoung as a joke but what hyunsuk hyung said that day along with what doyoung told you the other day, I truly realized what impact it could have. I love doyoung to the moon and back yet I barely express it sincerely.
Doyoung kept his eyes shut, trying to stop tears from falling down the side of his face.
Junkyu: I'm sure doyoung realizes how much you love him. I, on the other hand, have to make it up to him.
Jihoon: we shouldn't disturb him. Let's go.
The two got up and left the room.
Doyoung opened his eyes the moment he heard the door shut.
Tears welled up in his eyes. He grabbed an apple from the fruit basket kept beside him and aggressively bit it, as if it would hold back his tears.
Doyoung: they all sincerely love me. A simple stage mistake is nothing compared to their sadness and worries. I was too harsh with junkyu hyung. I was too harsh with them. All they wanted was to reach out to me. I shouldn't have pushed them away coldly.
Doyoung thought to himself as he slouched back into the bed after finishing his apple.
The next day after doyoung reached the dorm after being discharged, he opened his room door to be welcomed by several balloons blown and hung across his wall saying "sorry and I love you, my baby brother".
Junkyu stood in front of them and smiled at doyoung.
He approached doyoung and gestured him to sit on the bed.
Doyoung: what is this?
Doyoung looked confused and surprised at the same time.
Junkyu:
Doyoung. I have known you for at least ten years. You have been there beside me for majority of my life. I rarely say it because I feel like it's obvious but I seriously love you and your company. Your positive vibes always brighten my day up. You have always been there to cheer me up and encourage me. You often display affection. But doyoung-ah, I never intended on pushing you away. And it was wrong of me to never realize that's what it seemed like. It's just that you're the one I treat most like a sibling. I always argue with you and tease you. But it's because we know each other for so long. You're my baby brother and I am sincerely sorry to have hurt you and worsen your condition. Please let my words reach you I really mean it. And from now on don't keep anything to yourself. You have been there for me and now it's my turn.
Doyoung smiles warmly at junkyu and tears well up in his eyes. He gets up and approaches junkyu and hugs him tightly, to his surprise. Junkyu smiles and hugs him back.
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War Of Words | A dokyu fanfic
Fanfiction"I sincerely enjoyed your company. Sincerely loved you. Sincerely thought of you as my brother whom I knew for ten years. But you pushed me away. I wanted to be loved too." - Doyoung