Secret: a Seongjoong FF (Hongjoong x Seonghwa)

Strong bond

"Ouuu how about this lamp"

"You know I actually do like that one let's get two for each side of the bed," Hongjoong said to Seonghwa after kissing him on the cheek.

He moved into another aisle containing nice dinnerware and utensils. He looked at Hongjoong who already knew what he was going to say

"Whatever you want babe do not hesitate"

"Hwa you wanna know something"

"Sure"

"We look married right now"

Seonghwa's face reddened at the comment and he looked down and smiled shyly. From there, words were limited so hongjoong simply put his hand in the older and walked alongside him as he happily chose more things for the house.

He loved seeing SeongHwa happy. And that's what seonghwa was. Happy

Seonghwa and Hongjoong spent that whole day shopping for new decor for the house. Although Honjoong didn't really care how his house was decorated He found it cute that Seonghwa wanted to decorate so bad. He was very indecisive when it came to these things. What looked like 2 regular things to Hongjoong, Seonghwa apparently found it way different. Almost made him question why he is a designer and Seonghwa is not.

"I'll stick to designing clothes"

"Hmm?"

"Nothing just thinking out loud"

 Soon they finally finished shopping and were making their way back to Hongjoongs home.

"Are you hungry"

"N-" Seonghwa was cut off by a loud rumbling noise that came from none other than his stomach.

"You were so close to being free from being spoiled with love and food"

"You are so sweet"

"come on we can go get ice cream and some dinner okay?"

"Okayyy"

He said before speaking up again more excited.

"Why don't we talk through the car ride"

"Sure seonghwa" He just found him so adorable.

"Do you like your life"

"Hwa that's a pretty general question"

"It's only to start our conversation."

"Okay okay fine"

"Welllll do you" Hongjoong stared out onto the long road that was reflecting the light from street lights and cars riding past.

"I used to always feel like I was missing something, I was happy but not happy enough."

"What changed that."

"You did, Meeting you and being able to cherish you in my arms changed that. shopping together changed that bein around you changed that"

He looked down blushing and found the courage to say how Hongjoong makes him feel too.

"W-well I like you a lot too. I told you this before but I didn't feel loved with Kai and being with you,  I finally feel happy and cherished like I should have been. I don't know why I didn't go out and do this for myself before but I'm glad you moved into that house."

It happened to be a red light and Hongjoong kissed Seonghwa right before it turned green he went into a shop to get food for them. 

"Wait here babe okay?"

babe? that's new. but I actually really liked that name.

"okay joongie" 

Hongjoong left and walked into the store and spent a good amount of time gathering food for his precious Seonghwa.

Seonghwa of course Sat there eager for his return. He just thought about how he was actually going to be happy for once... He felt a strong bond when he was with him.

"I think I love him"

And to his surprise, he was snatched out of the car quickly.

"So you thought you could just leave me and never return"

"Kai what the hell?!"

"Lets fucking go"

"No I don't wanna be with you anymore, You don't care about me and I won't sit here and pretend you do. You use me for sex and I refuse to go with you."

"You don't have a choice"

"Yes I do, get away from me, I wanna be with him. NOT you let me go or I'll call the cops."

"You belong to me shut the fuck up and let's go"

"No, leave me alone"

He clocked seonghwa over the head with a bottle that he was drinking from and carried seonghwa Into a car before driving off.

Hongjoong soon walked out of the store smiling walking towards his car, Noticing the car door... was wide open... Time stopped... the food that he was just carrying was on the floor. And the boy he had just gotten close with nowhere to be found.

"No no no no"  this can't be happening please let this be a joke please please, please. It wasn't a joke... Seonghwa was actually gone, and soon enough more than him was gone.

2 days later:

Hongjoong looked out his window noticing people were outside of Kai's home so he went to see what they were doing until he noticed the sign.

HOUSE FOR SALE

His heart dropped. The hopes of Seonghwa at least being close to him was gone. He was never going to see him again. There was an empty hole forming in Hongjoongs heart. It was the hole Seonghwa filled in. how was he going to be happy like this... how was he going to live without the person he had felt was his peace.

"W-what happened to the man that lived here?"

"He moved away, didn't say where he just sold the house for a really nice price"

and that was it. Hongjoong spent every hour of his free time crying for seonghwa. Hating himself for not taking him with him into that store. He blamed his self. He shouldn't have left Seonghwa There by himself. It was too late to do anything.

He tried to forget about him at work. But his face was plastered everywhere after he had won the competition. His Face now represents BigHits.

"Hongjoong are you alright"

"I'm fine Mr.Park"

"Please call me Jimin Don't tell anyone but you are my favorite"

"Thank you.."

"You can talk to me HongJoong"

"..."

"Come sit"

He sat next to the older ready to pour his heart out to him.

"Well i-"

- Chapter end

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~ (a/n)  I did just do that, SORRYYYY but all my stories cant be hugs and smoochies now, can they... Unless you would like them to be..? I'm joking nope they gotta have some type of thing besides Love and sex. But a reminder that I have another VMin story coming since I'm almost done with this one and Strip For Me. BYEE