Secret: a Seongjoong FF (Hongjoong x Seonghwa)

Desperate

Seonghwa's Perspective:

After work, I went home surprised to see that Kai was home and obviously in his angry and needy drunk state.

"S-seonghwa.. i-i need y-you"

"I'm not in the mood Kai, I don't wanna" He grabbed my arm and I knew he was gonna hurt me again and so I began to cry. I wanted to be loved not taken advantage 

"Kai let me go"

"Come on seonghwa" He poked his bulge at me trying to force my clothes off but I wouldn't stop fighting him.

"Get off of me, I don't want to, are you going to tell me where are you every day."

"Tell me or I'm leaving"

"Seonghwa... I-I work"

"You are lying to me I know it"

"Don't anger me you Bitch how dare you accuse me of lying who the fuck do you think you are" He slapped me. Making me more and more upset.

"Now lay the fuck back and get undressed you ungrateful whore." I wasn't going to let him do this to me again. It happens to much and I was tired of it

"No I'm leaving Kai, You don't treat me well at all, You don't pay any mind to my job, You don't talk to me, or take care of me as I do for you, and you force me to have sex with you no matter how much I say no and it is not fair. I love you but do you even love me" He stared at me

"Y-yes"

"I'm leaving" and before he got a chance to speak I had packed my bags and grabbed my things before realizing that I don't have nowhere to go. 

"Aish, what am I going to do know it would be so awkward if I just went in now." I looked around and stared at a house two doors down. 

I was tired and in tears. All I wanted was to be held and loved. I walked to the home two doors down and knocked.

"seonghwa? oh, no are you alright" I haven't heard that question in so long and it was so hard to keep in the tears. He looked down noticing the bags "You don't even have to ask please come in"

"I have another room that you can put your things in and sleep"

"P-please"

"Please what Seonghwa?"

"Can I j-just sleep in y-your room I don't wanna be alone" I was so desperate, I was so tired of being treated badly I just wanted someone to make love to me.

"Of course Seonghwa"

Hongjoong's perspective:

I didn't bother asking him what happened or who wronged him. I already had a feeling this was Kai related and it might have been better to just leave it there.

"Hey why don't you shower to relax your nerves before you come lay down I'll be here"

He simply nodded. I didn't wanna see him so upset. He was such a great guy and didn't deserve any of the bad things that happened to him. It angered me thinking about how Kai would treat Seonghwa harshly.

I laid there on my bed scrolling through the wonders of social media pages I had. Noticing a post my bosses put up saying that the results would be here in at least a week and that all workers should take a break and will still be sent their paycheck.

"cool beans," I said out loud not at all minding a break. I loved working in that industry but it wasn't at all an easy job.

Soon the boy came out with a robe that I left in the bathroom for him. walked towards the bags he brought and pulled out some shorts and a big white shirt that he owned. I assumed he liked wearing those things. He put them on and sat beside me on the bed.

Something inside me just gave off the longing urge to caress his soft glowing skin. it was absolutely flawless. every part of his petite body is defined. I decided to rid these thoughts for the moment more interested in the boy who seemed to be more calm

"are you feeling better"

"yes actually" he was still so shy around me. So I felt the need to be gentle with him.

"great. we can go to bed now, apparently, we don't have to work for a week because they are working on the results"

"Okay...hongjoong could I lay down on your chest"

"yes come"

He placed his head down on my chest and I began stroking his now dried hair. I rubbed his back slowly. He felt almost fragile like he would break if I made a wrong move or touched him to roughly. I began to hum a gentle tune and not even realizing he could be more relaxed he melted into my chest more.

"t-thank y-you Hongjoong:

"you are welcome, Do you want to talk about what happened"

"......"

"You don't have to get up I'll hold you so you can feel safe Talk to me, I cant probably help."

He began speaking and I opened my ears completely with no other intention but to listen to the distressed boy.

"He finally came home.. he was drunk... angry... and driven completely by lust." 

This was already angering to me, how could one come home to their other this way? 

" Whenever he came home this way I already knew what it meant... He was going to force me to have sex. when this used to happen I thought It was a normal act of love and I soon realized it wasn't at all."

He shuddered, as he spoke so I held him tighter...

"He called me horrible names and made me feel inferior. I know I deserve better than that prick. But I loved him and I thought that one day he would go back to making me happy like he did when we first met, and I was so wrong." 

"Sometimes he would even go far and hit me. He made me feel like I wasn't enough and then When I met you i.."

The boy sat up meeting eyes with me, 

-chapter end.

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~ So you guys won't notice this But I realized that as I was writing I got to this point pretty fast So I'm gonna make one or maybe two chapters of them simply hanging out in the two days Hongjoong had before he started to work...

I also realize that there are NOT enough SEONGJOONG stories and it makes me sad so I definitely need to come up with more ideas for these two because they deserve more FF and you guys deserve more content.