The only good thing that happened today was a childhood friend sits next to me, at a a different table because of corona, but the rest of the day sucked.
So I will be doing a list of what class and what happened
1st creative writing-friend but I have to talk to her about some stuff and I think well be friends again
2 ag- I have to sit in the front but that's not even the worst thing, it's VERY similar to how my Pe class from when I was a freshman looks
3 drawing-someone who knew me as a freshman that I talked to a least once a month is in that class, I want to die, and it's also with the same teacher and same classroom so I had trouble focusing but after that I had to go down the gym/athletic hallway....I had a panic attack.
4 math-same teacher and classroom but I almost cried that whole period
5 science- so I walked into the wrong class and I didn't feel embarrassed for once (which is weird) but the worst part is, someone who was planing on raping me sits diagonally from me
I really hate myself
YOU ARE READING
Fuck it
RandomThis is basically a diary sort of but it's not going to be secret, I'm publishing these thoughts because I can't be the only one who's like this and also because drafts make me feel anxious and feel like I haven't done shit. Also so that maybe other...
