Bestfriend {a KiriBaku fanfiction}

now you come to me?!(13)

TW: ANGSTY, more?

kiri POV still

I knock rapidly on his door begging him to open up "BAKUGOU? I HEARD YOU WERE SAD PLEASE ANSWER THE DOOR! IM SORRY!" i knew he was mad at me for ignoring me but i needed to help my bro. after all he helped me. "bakugo please.. i know i haven't been the bestest (before u say anything, i know 'bestest' isn't a word) best friend lately.. please.." i whisper the next thing so quietly that i couldn't hear it. i could only know what i was saying by my thoughts 'i love you'

and with that last plea he heard he ripped open his door. i looked into his eyes. they were red and the tears were streaming down his furious face. "wow. you call yourself my 'best friend' yet you haven't even said anything to me for the past 2 months. DAMMIT KIRI!" he pulls his hair, looking down, hunched over, and mumbles a bit. i try to pull him into a hug but he shoves me away. "hey.. i- aH!....what the fuck? i know you can't forgive me but at least let me comfort you like you did for me.."  he looked up at me, tears still streaming just less violently, he looked at me with disbelief. "At least i was being real." what did he mean "what?" he laughs angrly "ah yes. play the dumb card." i watch as tears fall from his face "bakugo i'm serious. i don't know what you're talking about." i try to rub his shoulder as a comfort mechanism, but he slaps my hand away.  

he looked at me sad, angry, and now confused. "so you weren't talking about how much you despise me?! You weren't talking about how much of a pain in the ass i am?! YOU WEREN'T TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO BE MY FRIEND?!" i stare at him. did he over hear my conversation with kami? "you call yourselves the 'bakusquad' yet you don't even like me." holy shit he only heard half! i dunno if i should be relieved or terrified.. "bakugo.. you misheard.. we-"  "I DONT WANNA FUCKING HEAR IT" at that, it felt he stabbed my heart and dragged the weapon down till it was in half. he didn't look sad now, he just looked terrifyingly angry. i turned around just as i felt hot tears streamed down burning my face. my stomach spun and i just stood there, unable to move from the pain. i felt the air smack me as he slammed his door in anger which made me cry harder. i slowly walked to my room, eventually running even though it was just 20 ft from his. i flop on my bed hugging my shark plushie i still have from when i was younger. sharks would make me feel less insecure about my teeth back then. 

i curl myself up in a ball wishing for the pain to go away but its no use. what the fuck is his problem? why cant he just hear me out? why cant he recognise this is the only time i acknowledge him in a while and he should be more grateful. 

but its not his fault kiri. its yours.

its mine.