Bun & Bells ✔

Chapter 8

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It has been 15 minutes but jungkook is still trembling in his arms. Taehyung tightens his hold around him and massages his nape softly. When jungkook launched on him a few minutes ago, his back hit the headboard painfully but that doesn't matter for him. His pretty bun in his arms is what matters the most for him.

Jungkook is still nuzzling taehyung. He needs to feel it more, He wants to believe the fact that taehyung loves him too. How can this be possible? Am I dreaming or something. But the strong cologne, he is getting from taehyung's neck is telling him otherwise. He nuzzled him more loving the faint scent of his cologne.

Taehyung softly tries to pull out from the hug but jungkook press himself towards him more like he didn't want to leave this safe place. He wants to accept the truth that he can get used to it, that He can be loved by someone, loved by taehyung.

Taehyung smiled softly seeing his pretty bun clutched to him like a koala and breathing heavily on his neck. He strokes his hairs softly with one hand while massaging his back with the other.
"I'm not going anywhere, bun. I'm here with you. Calm down."

Jungkook nodded his head slightly but still didn't pull away.  Taehyung thought if he is feeling embarrassed about his sudden confession, God! He didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable again. So he pulls away slightly and said, "Bun, If you are feeling uncomfortable, you don't have to answer me back. I can wait."

Jungkook pulled away sniffing slightly and shakes his head," No!! I love you too, so much, Bun loves you too." He said looking at Taehyung with his vulnerable eyes. Taehyung's eyes filled with adoration seeing his baby blushing brightly.

He strokes his baby's chin and leaned to kiss his cheeks softly and asked," Then what is it bun why you seem so nervous."

Jungkook pulled away from the hug completely and sits on the bed, " it's because I want to tell you something. I want to tell you about my past, about my f-father." He said looking down, touching his warm cheek, want to feel taehyung's soft lips again.

" We don't have to rush things, baby. You can tell me whenever you feel comfortable. It doesn't matter to me. All I want is to you being my side."

"But I want to tell you now," he said with a small voice and an eatable pout on his lips.

Taehyung holds his hands, make him sit beside him and gave a side hug," okay then you can tell me bun."

Jungkook takes a deep breath calming down a little as he lay his head on taehyung's shoulder," it's about when we live back in our small town. My grandma always wanted a beautiful granddaughter like my mom. But my f-father doesn't like this idea at all. When I was born, my f-father was the happiest person. H-he loved me so much. My grandma loves me too. She always told me I'm a cute fat baby that no one can resist.
I like cute and pretty things from the start. They always amazed me."

He sniffles again and continued," when I turned 16, I told them about me being gay. My grandma and my mom didn't feel surprised cause they already made a bet on me. But my father doesn't like it at all though he doesn't say anything to me. I-i missed him on our movie nights, I do my best to make him proud or to get any kind of praise from him. But still, he didn't talk to m-me."

Taehyung grabbed his hand and kissed the back of it urge him to continue. Jungkook leaned towards his neck and sighed in his neck, " I always wear a waist c-chain around my waist, it's a gift from my grandma on my 5th birthday. I felt beautiful after wearing it, even now. My father didn't notice it until I'm 17 but when he did, it was the w-worst day of my life. Cause it was the first time he lashes out on me."