Dating the Libero (Suga story)

Body struggles

⚠️TW:THIS STORY TALKS ABOUT BODY IMAGE ISSUES SO IF YOURE NOT COMFORTABLE PLEASE DONT READ⚠️

I've been on the roof of my apartment building for about an hour now...just listening to music and overthinking as usual... I should probably head back in...nah....I look back at my phone and see my notifications
2 missed calls:Ivy:)
15 text messages: Ivy:)
5 missed calls:suga<3
20 text messages:suga<3
2 missed calls: Bokuto :]
2 missed calls:akaashi 0_O
6 text messages:Kuroo :|
50 text messages: karasuno gc
2 missed calls: daichi :p

I'll return the calls and anwser later....30 minutes go by and I see ivy's car leave the parking lot and I head back inside to my room. I lock my door and head over to the mirror I have in my room and take off sugas hoodie.

"Shit...still look the same...fuck" I said grabbing my stomach thinking how huge I look. I try working out and getting rid of it but nothing works. I look at my self again in the mirror , picking out every little thing I hate about myself. How chubby I am, my stretch marks, my big thighs , my small figure. The more I look at myself the more things I find to point out. I start tearing up wondering why I am the way I am.

*phone rings*

Incoming call from Suga<3

Not now suga... not now.....

SUGA'S POV
Shit. Why isn't she anwsering my calls? Ivy came over to check if she was here but nope . Everyone started freaking out, even daichi.

Suga:daichi shes not anwsering what are we gonna do?

Daichi: ivy are you sure she's not just in her room?

Ivy: yes when I went in there was no one there and I don't know where she could've went

That's so weird... she always anwsers my calls..

LIZ'S POV
*phone rings*
Incoming call from iwa-chan-_-
Huh? He never calls me.. this must be important. I cleared my throat and calmed down and answered.

Me:hello?

Iwa: oh ok you're alive

Me:what? Yea of course why did you call?

Iwa: oh everyone was worried sick about you, even shitty-kawa over here (oikawa:hEY SHES MY FRIEND OF COURSE I WOULD BE WORRIED)

Me:* chuckles* yeah I'm not feeling too good mentally and I didn't want to talk to anyone, not even suga. But if you want you can tell them I'm fine and I'm at home.

Iwa: got it , please don't do anything stupid

Me:I won't , hey could you put tooru on?

Iwa: sure*hands phone over*

Oikawa: hello?

Me: hey tooru how are are you?

Oikawa: I'm good, iwa-chan over here just brought us dinner, you can come over if you'd like

Me: no I'm good, thank you though. I just wanted to know if ur ok

Oikawa: y'know.. everyone is super worried—(iwa: gIVE ME MY PHONE BACK) sHUT UP IWA IM TRYING TO BE MOTIVATIONAL. Anyways before I was rUDLY INTERRUPTED, everyone was worried about you, I mean they got iwa to call you.