Maze of feelings

~the bet~

After some minutes the bell rang "Alright class you're dismissed, don't forget about your project" I saw all the kids leaving and I hit softly Jisungs arm

"Take your bag"

"What? What's wrong?"

"I said take your fucking bag. We're out of this hell hole" We stood up and to my surprise Rebeka was still on her seat looking secretly through her phone

"Fucking bitch" I mumbled while passing by her with Jisung and we got out of the class

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I looked at her with no expression as I saw her leaving. I got a text from my foster mom "When you get back home we need to talk" I sighed at this as I closed my phone and got up. I was ready to start crying but I had to stay strong at this point

After my last class I found Minho once again so we can leave together

"Yo yo yo, what's wrong? Why are you like that? Did she do anything?"

"Hm? No, it's just... Christine texted me and she needs to talk. I know where this is going, Minho... back to the Orphanage" I looked at him with a sad expression

"Oh Come on don't say that. Christine would never-"

"She's my foster mom Minho, either way she wasn't planning on adopting me so I'm coming back"

He sighed. He knew I was right but he still smiled "Hey... it's okay. You still got me and Jeongin remember? After all we truly miss you"

I smiled back warmly at him "I miss you too guys... well since I'm probably coming back, I'll go home for now to get my things and I'll come later so we can smoke okay? You got my favorite one right?" That really put a smile on his face

"Of course I do" He winked

"Perfect then" I giggled

"You know for a nerd you really are something" He messed my hair

"Oh shut up Minho" I giggled again and hugged him

"Alright let's go now"

"Whatever you say big guy" He put his arm over my shoulder and we walked back to the orphanage

When we arrived, I stopped him before coming inside "Listen, kiss Jeongin forehead for me, I won't be late so no worries"

"Alright mom" He said sarcastically and rolled his eyes. I messed his hair and I took small steps back

"See ya later idiot"

"Byeee"

I walked my way home. Am I really coming back? Was I that much of a burden? At least I'm gonna be back with Jeongin and Minho. Not that bad right? All these thoughts filled my mind as I stepped to the front door. I unlocked it and went inside. Christine and her husband was waiting for me in the kitchen

"Hey sweetie, you're back"

"Sit down we need to tell you something" they both smiled at me and did what they said.

I put my bag at the side of the table tiredly and held my head "I'm going back I know" I sighed and closed my eyes

"Sweetheart how-"

"Listen Christine, it's not the first time. It's okay. Give me an hour to pack my things and I'm leaving" I said and without hesitation I stood up and went to my bedroom

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We went to Chris's house after school. I opened and banged the door hard "I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS"